September 27, 2010 2:52 PM BST
Penny...cool thread!!!
I have met a guy who is a lot more than a "admirer"...I asked him "why us, why me"? He emailed me a letter he had written to a TS GF of his a few years back...with his permission, I am pasting his letter!!!
There is hope girls...there ARE real people, open minded ones filled with the right stuff that view us a people and will love us for just who we are...
Hope you gain some inspiration from this if you doubt it...
"Traci - I have dated a few tgs over the last 5 years or so years. I also have had an on-and-off relationship for many years with a genetic girl (which, by the way is permanently off, now). And, well tg's are just plain more fun!
I was once asked by a tg that I went out with what is was about tgs that made me attracted to them. Here is the answer that I gave her:
------------(the letter to his friend)
...after much soul-searching, hand wringing, and mental gymnastics,
here is my feeble attempt to answer your question:
I first found about TSs prior to going to Singapore some time back. I was
incredibly intrigued at the time, but when I finally visited there, I wasn't
secure enough to seek out and meet any. I took me a long time to get over
the social fears.
Since then, I have often wondered why I find myself attracted to TSs. But I
always told myself that it was a lot like self-psycho-analysis; its really
hard to second-guess your own thoughts -- you'll go crazy trying to do that!
So, I typically wouldn't dwell too long on the root cause of my attraction,
but now that I have to put my thoughts down in words, its much more
challenging.
Here is what I decided:
The key to your answer lies in the definition of "beauty". I imagine that
there are two kinds of beauty; an outward (or physical) beauty and an inner
beauty that is not physical (i.e. you can't really touch it). The two can
compliment each other so that the whole measure of beauty is greater than
the sum of the two individual parts.
The physical part is fairly self-evident. As the saying goes, "beauty is in
the eye of the beholder". Although there are societal norms for beauty, each
individual has his own preference. As for me, one element that I have always
been attracted to is physically fit women, especially fitness competitors.
Women body-builders for the most part were too far over the top. I never
cared for the very masculine ones; and those women bodybuilders that took
hormones looked hideous. But, I like a little muscular toning in my women. I
love to give massages, and having something besides skin and bones is soooo
much more fun to massage. (Read into that sentence what you may!)
I love clothes on women. Clothes can make or break a woman. It always pisses
me off that women have so much more variety and options in clothes than men
do. Women can change the power that they wield over men just by changing their
clothes. Personally, I have always believed that I can tell everything I
need to know about a woman by her shoes. I would guess that TSs are more
sensitive to their physical presence, so would tend to really put in that
extra effort to wear clothes that add to their image -- accentuating their
best physical attributes and telegraphing their inner beauty.
I like taller women. I like slow dancing; hips-to-hips and lips-to-lips. TS's
again have an advantage.
The only common descriptor to the women that I tend to be attracted to is
'striking'. Here is where clothes (to include shoes and accessories) can
help create that striking look. TS's definitely fall into that category of
being striking -- and being so in such a variety of ways.
But it's that inner beauty where TSs seem to melt my heart. I think about
how hard it was for me to overcome social issues to finally get up the nerve
and meet one. I cannot fathom the anguish that you must have gone through,
and the personal strength that it took to make the transformation that you
did. My impression is that coming from where you were, to finally be in a
'place' where you are happy with yourself must give you a sense of inner
peace, strength, and contentment that permeates your entire being. That
desire to be who you are, alluring, beautiful, content with yourself, is the
greatest contributor to your overall beauty. It radiates out from your soul.
It shows in your demeanor, the way you smile, the way that you carry
yourself, throughout your entire being.
The last topic is that of the 'feminine mystique'. Men love mysterious
women. I don't think that I have to expand on that fact, and TSs have the
corner on that market. You can just tell that there is something mysterious
about them. One time in Key West I saw this woman, and I just couldn't keep
my eyes off of her. She was dining in the same restaurant where I was eating
dinner. I saw her twice more (in two different bars) after that on the same
night. (Unfortunately, she was with a guy, so I didn't want to impose). She
seemed so mysterious. It wasn't until the third time that I saw her that I
realized that she was a TS. Believe me it was only after a lot of
surreptitious looking that I could tell. The suddenly realization just made
me crazy. I was so captivated!
I may be out to lunch, but these are the conclusions that I have come to
today. You can tell me if I am full of bs, but in my brain that is the world
that I have constructed. "
It sure brightened my day!
Traci
September 27, 2010 10:11 PM BST
WOW, nicely written and at least gives his views.
i have been told by some admirers that ts women always try to look their best where many gg women let themselves go once in a long realtionship. Not too sure I totally believe this line but I have been told it several times by unrelated people so who knows....
Brenda
September 30, 2010 2:52 PM BST
Melody, Zoe, and several others , THANK YOU for dissussing this subject in such a DIGNIFIED and insiteful manner !
I have about had it with some of the TRANNY- NAZIS I have come to have had to deal with lately . In my book all of ya ROCK !!!!!!! ellen
October 1, 2010 2:52 AM BST
I think it comes down to 4 main things,
1) what gender YOU identify with
2) what gender your "partner" identifies with
3) which gender EACH person wishes to be with and,
4) EACH of you should be comfortable with the first three items
after that is established... it should be simple.
* if you don't want the other person to "fixate" on your "dangly bits" ...then should should make that perfectly clear to them
* if there are certain things you do not wish to do...then you should also make that perfectly clear to them.
* if the other person does not respect your wishes...then it's "time to move on"...just like any other relationship.
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"The vagabond who's rapping at your door ... is standing in the clothes that you once wore.
Strike another match, go start anew ...and it's all over now, Baby Blue."
November 10, 2010 2:39 AM GMT
OK Well i am still very confused as to my direction. I have been going out on a few dates with men and although i love going out and being treated like a lady, i don't have a great sexual attraction to them.....i think i am still more attracted to women, but really just totally confused still.
I do enjoy blending in more now. When i go out on a date i am no longer worries about troubles or whatever..I get treated uite well from both women and men so that is good but still no idea about sexual interest and thinking that hormones are lessening my drive?
Hugs to all
Brenda
November 10, 2010 2:09 PM GMT
Yuck. Had another disaster date with a guy. I had met him five minutes earlier and he's got his hand down my pants. Now I LOVE sex, but can I get your name first? WTF? Okay, I now believe that the only way to have a relationship with a man is to find someone who doesn't know at all, get him interested and then drop the bomb on him. Sorry, but Tranny Admirers are all the same on a basic level. They just want a girl with a dick and I'm not alright with that. I want a freakin' boyfriend, not just a sex partner.
Z
September 27, 2010 10:16 PM BST
I am an MTF TS who is dating a lesbian. What the hell does that make me? Other than satisfied, that is.
September 27, 2010 10:46 PM BST
Porscha.
What a brilliant piece. The elation the night before, feeling wanted, desired, seen as sexy, then waking up in the morning and finding yourself alone, or being rushed out the back door before the rest of the street are even awake, the threats of I'll ring you later. Couple of times, I left within minutes of getting back to a guys house, seeing pictures of his wife and kids. All I was looking for realy was acceptance an endorsement confirming who I was.
I still believe there are decent men out there somewhere. But like you I fell in love with someone like myself. Someone I have known since I was about 9 years old. Strange world. But what a brilliant thread overall, Full marks to Penny. Think we should all re-read the TA thread, ask a question. Some very poignant and honest answers there.
September 28, 2010 4:04 AM BST
Hi Penny,
I've found the internet to be a very mixed blessing. I've found a wonderful safe place here at TGS. At other sites I've been subjected to all kinds of inappropriate sexual advances from people I barely know. Interestingly, I've had more harassment from "girls" who claim to be TG than from TA's. I don't want to know their submissive fantasies about penetration into their a$$/puss1es" or how big their "c0ck/cl1ts" are. I really don't.
Not that I haven't had the usual male pervs who want to know about everything from my TG status to my preference in undies. One particularly gross "admirer" wanted to know about my relationship with my dogs, we both raise Labs - god knows what he does to his....
In person, I've not had too many problems with TA's. Maybe because I'm 6' and over 200 lbs. I've put up with decades of being called gay, even tho I really don't have any (sexual) attraction to males. Some say that is because of how I was raised. Could be - growing up in the 1950's Western USA was probably very different from coming of age in the 1980's or 1990's in the UK. Just never was into guys. Not saying that anyone else's preferences aren't just as valid as mine.
I've personally pretty much given up on the idea of an intimate relationship with another person as I approach 60 years of age. Would be very happy if it happened, but odds are very much against it...
Best,
Melody
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