August 6, 2002 1:28 PM BST
yes it's great....
I thought i had recently found someone who wanted me for me, and "gave it a go" . It proved to be Love's impossible dream...
We knew each other so well, and wanted each other so much, but fought each other mentally like cat versus cat.
I know it was too much for both of us,and could never be ideal, and never work as a relationship so I agreed to move away last night.
postscript ....much later.,,,
i have pc and flat and me and two cats. NOT MUCH ELSE>
all who speak to me know who i am inside, and several people have become cyberfriends here.
sometimes i speak out too boldly, thats only to compensate for what have been appalling social and personal circumstances. but hey, read my lips, julie EXISTS STILL even though the world has tried to keep jim from residing in the background .... mmmm no more details here... too much information.
katie. luv your whole mentality, and if i could, in any way help, i would. but i looking at so much crapola myself, and working from a position far behind that i should be in right now (13.10.02)
not sure if it appropriate to modify this posting, or whether i shouldve started another.
i do go off a bit like a rocket at the moment so... forebearance please????
I now have to find my feet again.
I am "perdu dans le salle des pas perdu" (if i got that right, it's a miracle.)
Any francophones are free to translate that on the next post if you want.
I dont speak much french.
I am personally in limbo and appreciate what this site offers, and will continue to visit as much as i can.
I so hate backward steps , don't you???