October 13, 2002 8:21 PM BST
note to all.
i spent a lot of effort admidst difficult personal time to try and arrange something in reach of london and the midlands.
that was my intention.
1) i asked for preinterest to secure the concept at the venue. got no replies or interest.
2) i wore myself out tryin to make it all come together - pre-evening beauticians, dressing facilities - even started to negotiate discounted hotel rates, and got three pubs interested in the concept of cross venue visiting during early evening and even through the rest of the event.
3) posted that i was getting fed up with retiscence.
4) have now given it up
5) i look like a little bit of a fool
6) this will pass, but adds another negative to my mind.
7) i do not like failure, therefore i will not endeavour to create such a unique provincial opportunity again.
8) i'm sure many other venues or events exist. i was foolishly ambitious, and have extinguished the goodwill that previously existed at one particular venue,
9) it appears i cant organise the proverbial p*ssup in a brewery related venue.
With everything i have to sort out in my own mind, ladies, please forgive me.
this is final posting i will make to this thread.
i step down from this doomed project.
maybe one day i might try again.
j.