July 27, 2006 11:54 PM BST
Mere, U GO GIRL!!
i know the feeling of the freedom.
I share a house with My friends and My God children, at night, once they are in bed i will dress and wander around the house.
Sometimes i need to get things out of my car, which is sitting in the open yard out the front of my house.
Now as i live on the main street of my suburb, the 1 leading to the train station, we always have people traveling up and down the road even late at night, and right next door i have an appartment building where people can easily see down into my front yard, so even at night walking out into the yard dressed just to get something out of my car is a risk, Which i love to take
Walking outside and not careing if people see me, (at night anyway) i just feel free and feel right about myself, as u say the genie has been let out of the bottle and the genie never wants to go back in
hugs
Simone
July 28, 2006 3:15 PM BST
Since my DSL STILL hasn't arrived yet I'm forced to use library computers again!
Yes, I am here, and in makeup. I don't care who looks. No, I'm not totally en femme at the moment, and I don't care. As long as I can do this.
I have been walking around the building more en femme.
Last night I got all dolled up and watched "Breakfast on Pluto." Wow, that was fun!
I am also starting to prep everyone for the big announcement.
July 28, 2006 5:27 PM BST
I spent my whole childhood sneeking around the house dressed up hen no-one was about.
I'm only just getting used to being able to move freely around the building dressed up (so to speek) since I told my parents.
I don't think I could go outside though. You're lucky to be so brave!
Good luck with breaking the news!
July 29, 2006 6:50 AM BST
Mere....you've come a long way, babe....as the saying goes. Gotta stop those stupid sayings....they're dating me. But then again I grew up with my Mom spouting sayings she grew up with....it's a curse.
Back to the subject....Glad to hear you're doing what comes "natch-ur-ly" if you going to live as a female might as well look and act like one. Make friends with some hairy truck driver and he/she will keep you safe.....he, he... just kidding.
lol
July 29, 2006 6:54 PM BST
I am now venturing out in female clothes, the clothes I should be wearing, not that drab nonsense. I am at the library again in makeup, a cute black top, ponytail, etc.
I am making myself go fulltime. As I should be.
July 29, 2006 7:14 PM BST
Absolutely Wonderful!!!!!!
Hope your day is going well.
Hugz,
MIchelle Lynn
July 30, 2006 11:42 AM BST
Mere, you go girl! I'm kind of envious of you because I would like to be able to do what you are and will be doing, but I just can't right now...and maybe never will. But we're all in your corner rootin' for you. Just be careful...k?
Hugs & kisses,
Monika
P.S. quit being so smart in the quiz...ok?
July 30, 2006 2:42 PM BST
Hi ya Mere ........
Omg i amm so happy you are coming to be, it is a totaly liberating feeling .....
I hope you keep up the posative moves girl ........just do what your mind and heart tells you and you will be fine with your self.
Sara
July 31, 2006 6:27 PM BST
Monika, I'm that smart on the quiz? I had to miss so many days this month because of my computer situation (it works just fine, it's just that UPS can't seem to deliver my DSL equipment!).
Thanks for all your support. I am also referring to myself more and more as "Mere" at work, and during my tours.
But I am being careful as well. I do know there are some negative feelings around the job about those who are "different."
August 1, 2006 6:54 AM BST
Go for it.. I'm in the same place, not really caring who knows.. I'm good looking enough to be pleasant, all my clothes are nice, and fit properly. and I cart reverse what I have started, so who cares..
God, I love freedom so much.
just keep to safe places, like a GG, and ull be ok.
x Bre
August 4, 2006 2:20 PM BST
Mere, it sounds brilliant, and you're smart enough to stay safe. I think it's great that you're becoming your true self. Good luck and keep us all posted.
August 4, 2006 4:19 PM BST
Thanks, Nikki, and to all of you.
What do you think I'm doing today? First I had my trip to the library (in makeup), then the grocery store, and when I got back I cleaned up and put on a cute white sleeveless top and blue polka dotted shorts. I am doing laundry today and don't care who sees me.
My first trip to the endo is in just a few days.
August 4, 2006 10:26 PM BST
I had a pretty good day myself. My wife came back from a shopping trip and handed me some blusher, eye shadow and a make up bag. She's really great and I'm so lucky to have her.
Would meet you in the chatroom but I'm unable to download Flash for some reason. Urgh!
Let us know how your progress goes.