I would like to thank all of you who sent birthday wishes to me a day ahead. Let me update my status. I am living in an apartment in Minnesota near where my sister lives. I do have a part time job which is not much compared to where I was. I feel pretty nervous although I know what I want. I would like to change my life but I am not sure how. I would appreciate any thoughts on this. I know what I would like but I doubt I can get what I want. Anyone have any suggestions as to what I can do? I thank you in return for your help on this.

Nathan