July 16, 2004 2:32 AM BST
Okay, here goes. I don't think it has to do with sexuality, at least not totally. It has more to do with class both economic and social, please, no groans about bloody Marxists. Also to give credit where it is due, I owe the gist of this argument to Stevie. Stevie, wherever you are, thank you for throwing open this window. I've since done some research, not in any rigorous way, too lazy for that, and have heard similar arguments expounded by others.
First of all, when you reject men and choose to be or at least act like a woman you are choosing to be a second class citizen. Nearly every, oh hell every, current civilization is patriarchal. Men run the show and women are second class citizens whether we are talking states such as Iraq, Iran, Saudi Arabia etc where by law both civil and religious women are subjugated to men or western societies such as England and the US where by law women are equal but in practice are economically and politically below men. Men run the government, men run the big corporations, men hold political and economic power.
Yes, women in western societies can aspire to higher positions and some do, though there are far fewer women in positions of real authority than men. Some would say tokenism. In the view of those who hold power, it is okay to aspire to a higher relative class than the one you occupy. It is okay for women to strive to act like men, to wield power, to play by men's rules. However, to aspire downward, for a man to aspire to a woman's role is just incomprehensible.
It would be like a white man in the pre-Civil War South to reject his whiteness and the automatic superiority that came with it and wish to be a Negro slave. It is a rejection of the bedrock that all of society is based on. It shakes the foundations and when men feel the ground shake under them, it frightens them and frightened men are angry men.
So when we reject our manhood, our maleness, we are not just doing something minor and relatively harmless, even though in reality it is harmless and minor, we are making men and women, for that matter, extremely uncomfortable way down deep where the fundamental assumptions about how things are supposed to be actually dwell.
And, Stevie, if you're out there, please chime in. You stated it much more elegantly than I have.
-Joni from Oregon
PS And oh yeah, it's also cause fundamentally, men are arseholes. They can't help it, society makes them that way.
December 2, 2004 10:07 PM GMT
Sherry, I would have presented it in a different way, but I think that you are very close to the truth and your presentation is very understandable. If one is secure in one's sexuality you do not need to strike out. Fear leads to anger, hatred and violence. I'm sure that there is a lot of hidden transgenderism in the male population and that stimulating that, even if it is unrecognized consciously, can provoke a violent fear response. What this says about members of anti-GLBT groups like the National Front I will leave to your imagination. These people will always be unhappy and conflicted and ready to strike out to deal with their own internal horrors. I think a lot of the violence could be eliminated by educating society to understanding that TG is a normal, biological offshoot of evolutionary processes, and not dissimilar to being a modal male or female, and not a personal choice or failing. Some will never learn because of stupidity and fear and that is a truth of humankind's perpetual ignorance.
The most disturbing thought is that one day I may be forced to turn back to my "dark side" in self-defense against such people and stand over yet another tragic victim of their own misguided behavior. I find that possiblity very distressing now instead of a male-warrior victory opportunity. The only real solace is that you have removed another predator from society or at least given them a good reason to fear their victims potential response to being attacked. I can only hope that my training lets me act before I think too long. But, you still end up a victim of sorts then, don't you? Women (gg-type) have lived with the possibility of being assaulted for their gender throughout history. We are not so different.