For some family related reasons, the earliest I will be able to come out is mid year, at which point I can start to figure out when and how to transition.  So for now, I get to occasionally dress up, but most days I have to settle for underdressing while I am at the office, because of course for the moment I am stuck in drab.  Pantyhose and panties are easy, and I have now found a bra that I can wear which does not show obvious straps under my guy shirt (even though I would love to show them off!).  I have a question - for those of you who either used to be are in this situation, what things have you done to shall we say, express the girl inside without overtly showing that girl on the outside?  Maybe this is as far as I can go, but I have to believe there are at least some things you can do to make the drab times easier.  Any ideas?  My girl feelings are stronger than ever, so I really could use some ideas.  Hopefully this makes sense and you have been there.