Hi everyone. I sit here writing this, absolutely heartbroken. One of my best friends is gone. Dead. Suicide. Her name was Lisa Empanada, and she was one of those girls who had a special light around her. In that way, the parallels between this situation and the famous poem "Richard Cory" is shocking. She had looks, support, and love and it still was not enough. It's been almost two weeks and I can't sleep, I've gained about ten pounds and I just can't stop crying. She was glorious. I am so ******* mad at her for leaving us. We needed her. I needed her. The additional shitty thing is that we were fighting at the time she died and I wasn't talking to her. I was being a complete **** and I wanted to punish her. 

 

Love each other. I will have regret for the rest of my life because we didn't reconcile. Don't do it. Be strong. 

 

The photo is one of Lisa and I at the Keystone TG convention. She was so happy.

This post was edited by Zoey Sloane at September 29, 2013 7:00 AM BST