Recent Entries

  • Xmas Day, My Journey Begins...

    Actually, it began earlier.  It began with decisions about what to pack.  Since it would be Jessica's first in-person contact with a TG Sister, and her "big sister", we had definitely opted to do some work with her makeup and spend time en femme.  So i packed tons of makeup and polish, b...
  • #1 down, 2,3,4,5 to go :-)

    I'm back in Los Angeles.   I have completed New Year's Resolution #1.  I'm Out to my Mum.   I'll blog on it in the next few days along with my adventures on a two-month long vacation full of personal growth and new experiences. 
  • NY Resolution #1 coming up

    I was delayed leaving due to illness.  In 8 hrs I'll be on my way to Indiana to see Mum.  In 48 hrs I should be "out" to her.  I'm nervous but committed.  I can't leave it with her not knowing....a mother should know about her child.   This is for her, not me, although afterward I'll be ...
  • 2009 New Year's Resolutions.

    My five major goals for 2009 are: 1. To tell mum about her daughter, finally.....would have happened already but she sent my Xmas money late and I had already booked train and plane reservations that made it impractical. This will leave me free to come out to others. 2. Go "out" to ...
  • 2008 resolution implimented...late but in time.

    In 26 hours I board an airplane bound for NYC on the first leg of my first en femme experience with another T girl...and with an entire week to spare to meet my plan to get "Out" this year.  I'm meeting my Sister (and "sister"), a friend I met on TW about 4 1/2 years ago.  We hav...
  • Scientists puzzled by lack of eruption.

    Actually, I was only briefly puzzled by the unusual lack of psychological changes that normally occur when I have a long awaited chance to dress and fully be Wendy for a long period.   The explanation was simple....when you are being yourself every day, dressed or not, there is no pressure buildin...
  • Dream predicts Mt Wendy will erupt next week

    I just woke up from a long and detailed dream.  Sound, color, dimension, lots of people and small details, conversations that made sense and reruns of places from dreams I've had in the past with additional detail.  Of course the usual strange juxtapositions that occur in dreams, but this time all...
  • Coming apart at the seams.

    I guess that feeling I had earlier was the precurser to coming apart at the seams.  I can't cope and I feel some old defenses rising up to deal with the unthinkable, the unendurable idea of my friend being gone.  this is someone that I have spent part of practically every day for the last four years...
  • Hitting Bottom?

    I thought, last week, that I had hit bottom. I smilled and said, well it's got to be all uphill from here. I was wrong. After surviving losing all my stored belongings, my life's possessions, in no small part to having someone else screw up and give me false information and leaving me with nowh...
  • Choosing a movie

    The question of what movie they will watch together is a perennial question for couples. Tonight if find myself staring at the television schedule and trying to decide whether to watch DOOM or PRIDE AND PREJUDICE...an action flick or a historical romance. I've seen both before. It's interesting...