Recent Entries

• The Mad Month of MAY- Here we go again.

  by wendy larsen May 24, 2005
  Just a short note. As if the changes this month were not enough. As if Wendy's swift rise to dominance of Me was not surprising enough. As if my relationship with my boyfriend, Matt, (yes, I really do seem to have a boyfriend and since he has told some of you it's ok for me to now call him by name...

• Wendy Larsen - ONE YEAR - My Rebirth Day

  by wendy larsen May 22, 2005
  This is it. A year ago today I sat in front of a Trannyweb page. Stopped. My eyes went wide. "Oh my god! I'm transgendered!" Just like that, my life changed. EVERYTHING made sense. A life I could never get to quite run right. A personality that was a constant struggle to maintain and keep ...

• Sorted

  by wendy larsen May 20, 2005
  Perhaps people would sometimes be wiser to do as I say and not as I do. I had a near-fatal disaster this month. The part of me that has run my life for most of it....ran into a situation that was "intolerable" (the details that made this seem intolerable are a long series of stories of crisis and ...

• Saturday, April 30th, 2005. Day of Decision-

  by wendy larsen May 19, 2005
  On this day I faced a crisis so deep, so emotional, that my future, and almost certainly my life, hung in the balance. In a rage, my lifelong male program almost carried out the ultimate act of testosterone madness. I was within a few minutes of shooting a maniac dead. It's hard to write this ...

• March: Getting off the rollercoaster

  by wendy larsen April 3, 2005
  I still have some fairly significant issues to deal with in the TG aspects of my life. However, for the first time since last May, those parts of my life that are NOT about being TG are the most siginificant issues I have to deal with. Oh, I have emotional events that are important. My major goal...

• It's been a January of Conflict and a February of Emotion

  by wendy larsen February 23, 2005
  I have to go back to December. In January my male-side twin completely revolted against the changes. Took over and would NOT even admit Wendy was real. Rationalized her out a dozen ways. Yet always admitted that we are TG. Cognitive dissonance. Emotion vs Logic. It was awful. We went back to being...

• It's been a busy December

  by wendy larsen January 11, 2005
  coming soon, to a blog near you :-)

• It's been an Intense, Thanksgiving Weekend.

  by wendy larsen January 4, 2005
  I have left this too long, but I only decorated my Xmas Tree a day or two ago.  Things continue to progress wonderfully in my life, but it required a lot of work from me in December.  My car died 1/4 mile after I drove it the first time, but it's only a shorted alternator.  Will try to get it fixed ...

• It's been a long six months

  by wendy larsen December 1, 2004
  I'm not sure which feels better, dressing for the first time in 6 months, or finally being able to afford full membership.  But both in the same week!  I'm glad I didn't have to pick because I would have missed dressing again So much has changed for me since joining on May 22, 2004. ...

• What I am. Why I'm blogging.

  by wendy larsen June 12, 2004
  I'm not doing this blog because I want people to know me...those who I want to share myself with, I do.  I'm not doing it to share my journey, although I might, for others are sharing that far better than I could.  I just have some thoughts/feelings that I want to share because I am learning and I w...