How many of us (the none full timers that is) hate the thought of undressing again and reverting to drab? I know I hate it but circumstances are such that it is necessary for me to do.
It really got me down recently, and I felt like abandoning everything and moving away and starting again, and if someone close to me gets hurt in the process, they will have to deal with it. However, I just can't do that to people I love. Some may say that is an excuse not to transition but those people don't know me very well then.
Luckily, I have some wonderful girlfriends here who picked me up and put me back on my feet very quickly and I owe them thanks for that. So, Trisha and Kayla, thankyou for being there when I needed you. I love you both.
I would also like to thank everyone in the chatroom on last saturday, whether you knew it or not, you all helped me pull myself together. I just needed the company that night and there you all were.
It's nice to be myself again!
Love to you all,
Nikki