I guess there's so much more

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    I never really tried to understand why I'm a cd.  I do consider myself to be part of the tg community, obviously, but as to why - I don't care.  It's who I am.  But I cannot be fully out.  Being out would cause too many problems for other people, and they wouldn't deserve it.  As of right now four people know.  My wife is finally coming around more and more.  We haven't fought about it in weeks, but that is not to say it will never come up again.  My wife felt betrayed and lied to.  I can see her point.  She even called me a freak a few times, and later apologized.  I don't want her hurt.  I don't want anyone hurt, so the only place I can let go is here.