Too much stress

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    With these huge financial problems I have - brought on by underemployment - it's a wonder I have anything at all.  It's been a while since I've dressed.  My kid has been home all week (her school year ended and the summer daycare hasn't started yet), so I certainly can't do it now. Sometimes I feel I have to be 100% drab in case my endless problems, including VERY high blood pressure, give me some sort of stroke or heart attack.  So, depending on the day, I might have to skip the lingerie under the drab. 


    I had some interesting dreams last night, including one with me somewhat dressed in front of people.  Part of the dream had me jogging through the basement area of a former temporary job, with my boobs bouncing up and down!  When I worked there I actually took some chances.  I took advantage of the gym there - I love to work out whenever I can (I still need to lose about ten pounds) - but had to be careful when changing in the locker room.  I would change out of my "work" panties and put on a pair of high cut to work out in.  Thankfully the locker area was very large and I had no problems changing in peace.


     


    Thanks to all you who have been writing.


    Merdith