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Things have gone back to garbage. We had a HUGE fight last night. I really didn't start it, but I sure acted the fool and got my digs in. For the first time in a while my being TG came up. It wasn't the cause of the fight, nor did we necessarily argue about it. Still, she threatened me with separation, possibly divorce. I don't want that to happen. I've been so upset all day. I came online this morning from campus and Nena especially helped me out, as did Jo and Jane. I bought myself two new skirts today to help myself feel better, and am now kicking back with a glass of wine.
On the other hand, I have some interviews with agencies this week to get some more work. I sent off my chapters today, so now comes the waiting for the paycheck. If I could only get my book off to the other publisher! Hopefully someday I'll do something right and make something out of myself. I really don't like myself much at the minute, and not because I'm Meredith. That makes me feel better.
