Looking for direction

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    I was debating whether to post this blog because I don't want to take away from the TM.  The UK girls had such a good time at the TM on Saturday, so please read those blogs! I can't wait for the piccies. While I was out looking at school girl outfits, imagining being a tramp (as in my last blog), I also kept the TM in my thoughts.  I don't want to take away from the fun my UK sisters had.  I did get a chance to speak with Tressa yesterday.  That conversation was cut short (sorry, Tress!).


    Saturday night we were alone again (my daughter was off at a sleepover), watching the AWFUL movie "The Company."  Dull, dull, dull.  Fans of dance will find this unsufferably bad, too.  Robert Altman is either right on (M*A*S*H) or dreadfully dull (Gosford Park, and now this piece of, well, you know). I sure as hell wouldn't want to be friends with any of the characters in that movie.  A snore fest from beginning to end.


    But just when all was well, all went to hell.  It blew up for some reason.  I was called a freak again. I might be put out of the house, the fight was that nasty.  I'm not sure where I'll go if it comes to that. I slept in the other room, which means I didn't sleep much at all.  I didn't even see her this morning.  I stayed in the other room until she left.  All I can think of is how to put my life on course.  That's quite a feat since I seem to fail at every attempt. I'm hoping things settle down today.


    I planned on going to campus, but I'm in no condition to drive, emotionally as well as physically.  I'll go tomorrow and try again.  I'm sending off my manuscript to another publisher, just in case.


    Again, girls, I am so happy you had so much fun!