I'm gonna hide under a rock for a while. This morning I wrote an apology to the one person with whom I had the fight yesterday. Around the house I've been forgiven. Still, I haven't hated myself as much as I do now for a long time. I'm going to stop unloading all this on you and concentrate on happy thoughts. I had my therapy this morning. Still, it does no good when I burst into tears on the highway while driving 80 mph. I'm 50% dressed right now. I'm going to pick up my daughter early today and spend the afternoon with her. I need to make amends to all I've hurt. I hate myself.
CHRISTINA: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! I wish I could be at the party, or, at least, to send you a card or gift.
Maria: At the party tomorrow, will you do a special toast to Christina in my absence?