I think I'm talking too much in class tonight. Losing my voice. Nena had some good suggestions in the chatroom earlier about how to handle some of them. I wish I had done it!
Still down about things at home. We said we want to work through it all. Nothing catastrophic happened, mind you, it's just we're going through a period where there's too many fights. I'm hardly faultless, yet I'm not entirely to blame, either. I'll drive anyone crazy, I guess. I am glad about going to a shrink because it is helping me to work through my insecurities, which took a real beating lately. I was controlling them, too, only now to be back to my worries which are groundless. I need to learn to let go sometimes, yet I would appreciate it if my point of view was recognized. That has always been a source of frustration, and I've given up trying to be understood. Is it too much to ask to hear something nice once in a while, or to be touched in a loving manner?
I wish I was in bed, cuddled up. I still have almost another hour of class, and my head is starting to pound. I'll be okay to drive home.