Losing my voice

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    I think I'm talking too much in class tonight.  Losing my voice. Nena had some good suggestions in the chatroom earlier about how to handle some of them.  I wish I had done it!


    Still down about things at home. We said we want to work through it all.  Nothing catastrophic happened, mind you, it's just we're going through a period where there's too many fights.  I'm hardly faultless, yet I'm not entirely to blame, either.  I'll drive anyone crazy, I guess.  I am glad about going to a shrink because it is helping me to work through my insecurities, which took a real beating lately.  I was controlling them, too, only now to be back to my worries which are groundless.  I need to learn to let go sometimes, yet I would appreciate it if my point of view was recognized.  That has always been a source of frustration, and I've given up trying to be understood.  Is it too much to ask to hear something nice once in a while, or to be touched in a loving manner?


    I wish I was in bed, cuddled up.  I still have almost another hour of class, and my head is starting to pound.  I'll be okay to drive home.