I don't know what to think

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    I spoke to Tressa and Maria today.  I tried to call Mariette.


    Tonight was horrible.  And this is not a cry for help.  If I could right now, I would leave this world forever. I don't want help. I just want out.  No more.  I'm tougher than anyone, but I just want out. I am tough. I want out. I'm sure tomorrow I'll be embarrassed. I'm wide awake and fully sober.