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After making a total ass out of myself Friday night, the road to forgiveness became shorter than expected. What I need to do is to forgive myself. I can't do that right now.
Last night we watched "Van Helsing." "Van STUPID" is more like it. I was rooting for the bad guys! Especially that redhead vampire. I liked her better than Kate Becking-whatever her name is. Then, when we went to bed, well, I won't go into details here, but a few things happened that hadn't happened in a long time. I thought my head was going to explode.
I spoke to Maria again yesterday. I hope you're well, honey. Talking to you is such a joy. Our relationship grows deeper every day.
I almost wore a miniskirt downstairs this morning. It's a little cold outside, so drab jeans had to do.
Anyway, girls, the suicidal feelings are subsiding. But I still need to learn to let go and forgive myself.
