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Still in the stages of self-forgiveness. I really need to learn to let go and move past my mistakes. It's not easy. I'm still having some bad dreams and bad nights. I've been up for a while now, although, in all honesty, I got up early to see my wife off. She had to go all the way downstate again today for this training, and will be back this evening, but I got up with her to make sure she had breakfast and tea before leaving. She's tired of me talking about my hurting, in which she is right. I did kinda let out that I'm Meredith, and apparently it doesn't bother her.
BUT - oh, my, here I go again. In my first class yesterday this VERY hot student comes in, sits down in front of me at her desk and starts adjusting her boobs and bra. She's been fond of showing them off in some manner before, including in a class a year ago. A lot of these girls come in with low-cut tops, push-up bras, and constantly bend over in front of me. Then in the second class there's this girl who I think has a crush on me. She doesn't just look at me when I'm lecturing, she STARES. She also found it in her heart to wear a skin-tight top and approach me. No pass was made, mind you, but, still, she made sure her amble bosom was at eye-level. I am polite and make sure I look them in the eye, as I should.
Today, at my second school, I'm taking the ladies (it's an all-female college) on a field trip. We will all have one thing in common - at least one item of feminine clothing! I will update on this later!
It's about time to shower now and get ready for my very interesting day.
