I don't know if I'll be back until Monday. Had a good session with my shrink today, the first in 3 weeks. I do feel better. Now I gotta go home and put out some fires. I think it can be done.
We're going to be alone tomorrow night and I can't wait! Maybe we'll do that one "special" thing I love so much (use your imagination).
I'm still sad, depressed, yet curiously optimistic. Go figure. But I will be dressed this afternoon. I almost dressed yesterday when a delivery man came to the door. He came THIS CLOSE to seeing Meredith!