This might finally be the end

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    There's been nothing but one problem after another these past few days.  This morning we had a horrible fight.  For only the second time in all our years of marriage did I remove my wedding ring and leave the house without it. While I'm hoping it will all settle down, it's finally looking like I'll have to find a new place to live and realize that I'll be alone.  I sure do acknowledge and admit my errors, but it would be nice if she did too so we can work past it.  But we might have passed that last line.



    Let's see here - no career, no money, possibly no place to live, possibly no partner.  What great Christmas season I'm having.  And today I have a full day of teaching - it's my 16 hour day.  I know I'll get through it.  I just wish I knew how.


    Our computer problems at home (or what used to be my home) persist so for the next few days I might not, once again, be around much.


    Okay, we just spoke.  It has calmed down and I don't have to leave. Apologies were made. But the hurt remains. Although she said "I'm sorry for saying that" I still think she was right to say it during the row - I am a disappointment and the worst mistake she ever made.