Going to try harder

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    I haven't been around much lately because of the way certain things are going. This past week alone has been a bit of a nightmare. First there was a major problem dealing with our bank account and proving we paid some bills, then my tire blew out on me the other day while driving fast down the highway. Then, apparently last night I did some things in my sleep, like accuse my wife of having an erotic dream about a co-worker, then I kept grabbing her because I thought she was falling.  That last part though is a bit funny.

    But I just haven't been all that chatty. I rarely, if ever, come on TW in the evening unless it's to check a post. I haven't been posting any good morning wishes for a few days. I don't chat here at night anymore. I've just been a bit on the misanthropic side. Well, let me clarify that, I am a Misanthropic Anarchist. I guess I've just been quiet. With everything that's been going on, I just felt like being alone. 

    Every now and then I get in a bad mood and I really enjoy it. One time, at this job I had four years ago, everyone stayed away from me, and I loved it! I didn't argue with anyone, or mouth off, I just didn't feel right and wanted to keep to myself. Then someone went and did something nice for me and ruined it all. I was actually a little mad for a few minutes that I wasn't in a bad mood anymore!

    I wanted to call Anna-Maria after she left me a message on Tuesday. I've been out of the house a lot so I couldn't do it.

    So today is a good dressing day while I finally get that proposal finished and out. And while I thought about it those old feelings started coming back, so hopefully by the end of the day I'll be fine.