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    Not too much to say other than I'm dealing with the problems I've caused my family. Tomorrow my wife has another appointment with her therapist and she's bringing my daughter with her. Definitely the tension and (occasional) fighting has affected her, as to be expected.  I feel like dirt because of it. I know it's not all my fault. Still. She asked for the old me to be back.  I'm trying.  While there is nothing wrong with therapy, I hate to think I caused any of it.

    I'm in class tonight. They're doing small group work so I snuck out to check what was going on.

    Monday will be the showdown with the department chair at Backstabber University. I am sufficiently calm now to go in, say my peace (piece?) and then leave. Everyone knows about my leaving. The word got around pretty quick. There are even some people (students) who think I might be goofing around with one of my female students. The truth is we are close friends, but we've never done or said anything improper.  Quite frankly, I don't care if some think that. Rumors will always be there. Plus, I must say that this student is quite pretty, so if these other girls want to think so, go ahead! It sure beats an old rumor about me being a gay coke addict, which is one my favorites from 8 year ago.

    Take care.