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Sarah, thank you. I literally broke into tears over what you sent to me. Any act of kindness is a great act of kindness.
Sorry I've been away. The one interview I was supposed to have tomorrow (Monday) was killed because of funding. Me and this school just can't seem to get together! It was a bit of a blow. I wish them the best.
I'm doing tons of writing, and for very little pay. I'm about to lose everything.
I went to me mum's house today because a cousin was visting. I take better care of his mom then he does, yet, it was nice to say hi to my cousin. My "brother" was there. He all but ignored me and my daughter. I wrote about this situation in past blogs about why we don't get along. Granted, these blogs were a year ago, but, still, no need to dwell now.
My wife is away for the night for a business trip. Girls, I hate myself. In my sleep state Friday night, I apparently got up and yelled at her in my sleep, calling her a vile name. I have no knowledge of this. I was sleepwalking, but I HURT HER WITH WORDS. I don't remember any of this. I hate myself.
I'm home alone right now. My daughter is having a sleepover with my youngest sister - the one who knows I am TG - and with my wife being gone....
I'm fully dressed, and crying over my mistakes. I'm also crying because you all stand up for me. What did I do to deserve friends like you?
Thank you. Thank you for being my friend.
