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I can't believe my blog has now reached over 10,000 hits. Wow. To think an idiot like me can do something like that.
Some decent news. Tomorrow I have another job interview. It's actually with Starbucks, that coffee company. It's really dangerous for me to work for them since I LOVE LOVE LOVE my coffee. The local store I guess didn't want me, so I tried another. Tomorrow I meet with some big hotshot manager, and it looks good. They're opening a bunch of new locations and I should get something. I apply for about four jobs a day.
The other news is that the proposal I wrote for the Jazz Era book was approved by the Powers That Be, and without any requests for changes. That means a contract any day, which means a check! Still, it's a huge responsibility, and I'm up for the challenge.
I'm still dealing with some long rooted insecurities, especially concerning my marriage. I know in my heart not to worry about one particular issue, yet it still eats at me. I have to deal with the fact that on Sunday she has to take a two day business trip, the first since we separated, but I shouldn't let that worry me. I always get weird when that happens. When I start seeing my new shrink this week I'll talk about it. Once I get a few sessions my wife told my friend she's willing to talk and hear what I have to say. That will help because then I'll have a good handle on what will happen. Actually, I know what will, or won't happen, depending upon how much I can change a few things.
Those Mormon dudes showed up on Monday anyway. They weren't supposed to. My friend forgot to tell them I might not be there, which didn't matter since they came so late. The thing is, when the doorbell rang, and my niece Lauren called out my name, both my heart and my friend's skipped a beat. For some reason we thought I was being served with divorce papers, since neither of us expected those guys! I guess out of my fears I was projecting too much. But even my friend knows that if it would come to that I would know beforehand. These Mormon dudes want to see if I can stop drinking coffee. Fat chance. I did tell them about how I wanted to wear a dress on Christmas. That was fun.
So, if you saw from my ravings in the Forums, I have the hots for this hot young actress Anneliese Van der pol. She's on the show "That's So Raven." If my marriage doesn't work out, could someone introduce me? Wait wait wait, I'm still married......I should keep my thoughts on that. But, damn, she's smoking hot. Don't worry Fay, I'm sure I'll have more dreams about us being in a porno together. Unless we really do one!
Down, Mere, down.......
I wish I could get away for a few days. I have no money to go anywhere. If I did Karen Brad said I could visit. That would be nice. I just know, however, my wife would have a fit over it since she isn't too thrilled with the friends I made here.
I tell you all these things because you need to know me, and my faults and flaws.
