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    HOLDING HANDS ALONE

    By Meredith Newton

     

    It was Christmas Eve

    I was all alone, a bottle of gin as my friend

    I thought of the life I’d lost

    And the one I’d found

    I’m not welcome in the first because of the other

    Just looking for a home

     

    My best friend turned her back on me

    She said God didn’t make me this way

    She said I can be cured

    She said don’t see her

    She used to be a source of strength, but not anymore

     

    The only friends who understand me

    Live so far away

    And I can’t even call them on the phone

    No money, no job, no way to get by

    Can’t even dress to go to the corner store

     

    Brandi Rose is a good friend of mine

    She was hurt by someone she once thought she loved

    She’s doing fine now with some way to go

    They think her ex is a hero

    For defending George Bush’s lies

    Brandi is just like me

     

    Since when did Heaven ever want us

    We’re holding hands alone

    I don’t want to wear these clothes anymore

    How much longer until I change this body I’m in

     

    I’m sorry if I hurt anyone

    I wasn’t trying to lie to you

    But would you ever understand

    Would this make sense to you

     

    Since when did Heaven ever want us

    We’re holding hands alone

    I don’t want to wear these clothes anymore

    How much longer until I change this body I’m in