Here we go again, Part Two Million

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    What an interesting past week this has been.

    First, let's get the marriage nonsense out of the way.  Me and what's-her-name were actually getting along pretty good. We didn't discuss the relationship, just other things.  But due to financial problems - once again - I'm back to being World's Biggest Asshole.  Then, as I put in the Forums, I told her that I am in fact TS and not just CD.  For a day or two there she threatened to withhold visitation with my daughter for a variety of reasons.  She eventually reversed that and I did get the little angel Sunday through Monday.  We had a great time.  I miss her so much.

    The one history editor job I'm supposed to get has been pushed back at least a month or so.  Great.  Lovely.  I was really counting on that.

    But there has been some relief.  Yesterday could have been one of the worst days of my life ever, and that's saying quite a bit after all I've been through lately.  We thought we might have lost the house for good.  There has been a reprieve, which gives me a little more time to pull things together.

    Also, yesterday my wife finally passed on a message to me from one of the City Colleges of Chicago.  It was a school that I actually should have been at for 9 years now had city politics not killed the job (that's a whole other story).  They apparently called Monday but Dumb-Dumb (my, I am becoming vindictive, aren't I?) didn't check the messages until yesterday.  The school has three classes available, and I told them I wanted all three.  They asked me to come in but the earliest I could get there was this morning since I had to use public transportation.

    I got there just fine.  They were not prepared at all.  First, the chair of the department was nowhere to be found.  I did manage to speak to the former chair - the man who really wanted to hire me all those years ago - and he graciously escorted me to the Dean's office.  The Dean wasn't there.  Neither was the Vice President of Academic affairs.  I essentially left my resume and TRANScripts with a woman in personnel, and she said I should hear by the end of the week if I've been approved by the Powers That Be to do these classes.  I went back to the Social Sciences office, and, still no sign of the Chair.  The administrative assistant - God bless her, a very nice woman - couldn't find the Chair, and nobody knew where she was.  So I left, and am now typing this before I had on back to my folks.  Essentially I spent several hours, and money that I don't have, in transit for basically nothing.  The one good thing is that if I do get this job I will be paid a higher rate since I have a doctorate.

    Will I get this job?  Maybe, if they get their act together.  They seem very interested in me.  I figure these classes, coupled with the freelance editing gig, will bring in some nice money, allow me to work in my field, and keep my mind where it should be - focused on improving the future.

    So my stress levels are much lower these days.  Let's see how I am next week, though.