I don't know why I'm posting this other to say I wish I could sever ties with practically everyone I know. Not my TW sisters, of course!
I'm just in one of the worst moods I've been in for a long time. I was someplace today where I felt comfortable being TS, although I was in drab, yet when I left I wanted nothing to do with anybody.
Besides being sick and tired of being everyone's punching bag since my wife kicked me out, I've come to the point where I want nothing to do with anyone outside of the TG community. I know that's not a healthy attitude. After all, should I be able to transition I will have to blend in. Yet, I think what's happening is I'm giving back to everyone all the crap they've given to me.
If I should be lucky enough to get this apartment, or any apartment soon, I am planning on starting to live full time. If they don't like it, I can live without them.