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I need to get in to the lab and get my blood work done so the endo can prescribe the right hormones. I really appreciate listening to you girls who are so knowledgeable about all this. A special thanks to Bridgette, Ann and Lucy.
Yes, I do walk around the apartment building as Mere. Maybe it isn’t a very smart idea as I think one or two people clearly don’t like it. When I am made up I think (hope) I can pass, yet, when I go to check my mail it might be a good idea to have on my wig as well as my skirt and heels.
Had an interesting row with the ex this morning. Yes, I am to blame for everything. Yes, I am always wrong.
Do you want to hear the latest rules I have to follow? I am not allowed to mention anyone’s name, like Lilienne. While I can understand not doing that in front of my daughter, what is wrong with talking about a friend? Now this is the good one: I cannot mention that I have cable TV. They don’t have cable, so my talking about it is rude. Let me see here – you took my house, my car, and my daughter. I hear about those all the time, but I cannot mention watching the telly.
I swear, a Cray computer couldn’t keep up with all these rules I am to follow. The big one is that I am to take care of myself, but I cannot take care of myself because everyone else comes first. Soooooooo, if I make myself happy it is wrong. Yes, Sri Krishna would say that I am responsible to action but not entitled to the fruits of my action. True. But, if I don’t take care of myself, how can I possibly take care of others? Sri Krishna would agree. I still remember how she had a fit when I went to a friend’s party back in May. Yep. I was sure Adolf Hitler that night. How dare I have fun? What was I thinking?
She criticized me for living at my folks, yet then asked me to stay there and give her the money I would have spent on rent. Uh huh. Be free but don’t be free. In fact, when she told me the marriage was over she told me to go ahead and date, but then laid down ground rules about what I could and couldn’t do!
I have mentioned nothing about the whole thing involving Kendra and the babies. As for Lexi, I am going to let her figure it out. Trust me, she will go nuts when she finds out I have a girlfriend.
Am I pissed off? Nope! I am actually laughing about all this. It is so funny. They all want to control me. And it isn’t working.
Hormones, here I come!!!!!!!
