Down Day

• Posted by Karen Brad January 5, 2005 Filed in Society Girl's Personal Blogs 747 views
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  Read Kriss's blog. I know how she feels. Your good people but to me your so far away. I would like to find a group in the same time line. A lot of you know each other, go to the same clubs, shop & so forth.
  It's hard not to feel like an outsider. But I'm glad your all out there.
  I need an outlet. I don't want to just keep it all inside. So I guess this is like a diary that people can read. Now that the doors cracked I don't want to close it so soon.
  I woke up this morning feeling down. I have to have some test done tomorrow. I'm not allowed to eat today. To be clean inside I have to take some stuff that will keep me in the bathroom most of the night.
  Found snow & slush on the ground when I looked out the window.
  I had to go get a few things so I decided to buy a new nightgown. I have no problem buying nighties & panties. I know what sizes to get. So I get them & go. I haven't slept in anything else in a couple of years.
  But their moving things around & I couldn't find any. Reading this back to myself I had to smile anyway. God what gloomy shit. But I feel
  better. So if I never get to meet any of you thank you for being there.
  Bye for now.
  
  ADD ON!
  I got 2 new dresses in the mail. They fit great. The one I'm wearing now comes down to my ancles, long sleevs & feels so good I'm keeping it on all day. My days not down any more.