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I went to pay my respects to Sandy with some people from work. When her family heard where we were from they asked which one was K. I said I was. I could see the anger on their faces. Then in a very loud voice one girl said "BUT YOUR WHITE" I guess Sandy had been talking about me at home. But I didn't know. Sandy was a black girl. I guess from the way she talked her family thought we were going to be seeing each other. I thought she was going to marry someone else. So I didn't see her that way. I've known her at work for 6yrs. We've just started flirting for about 2 weeks. Ok the flirting was very sexual. But I thought it was just fun because she caught me with makeup on. Her family thought it was much more. I was told to get out. Once outside things got realy ugly. The people I went with kept me from getting hurt. I have more black friends than I do white ones. Some very nasty things were said to me, things were thrown at us. I was scared shitless. I was the only white person there. Now I hear this guy she was supposed to marry is going to kick my ass. I've been robbed, beat up, & stabbed twice. He better do a good job or I'm coming back. This is all so stupid. It's all about color. Not about the people just color. STUPID!!
This is the second time I wrote all this out. The first time when I hit save I got logged off & lost every thing. I might try one more time tomorrow. But maybe not. By then I won't be so mad.
