What to do

• Posted by Karen Brad May 9, 2005 Filed in Society Girl's Personal Blogs 751 views
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  I wanted to work this out myself but having trouble.  This realy has nothing to do with my family. It's me.

  I can't stand the thought of living in this box behind closed curtains if I want to continue dressing. Do I have to sit in my own little world if I want to express how I feel or do I stop doing it. Can I stop doing it. If I stop dressing I'm still TG or am I. I want to live at least part time as a female but I'm not in a position that will allow that to happen. If Karen can't go forward I think I'd rather get rid of her. I'm just babbling aren't I.

  Try this, if I can't be the girl I want to be I don't want to be a girl at all.

  But I've wanted to be a girl since I was about 6.

  I'm frustrated with where I'm at & confused about what to do about it.  I need real help!!  I thought I could work this out on my own but I can't.  Anna has been nice trying to help me talk my way through it. But the more I talk the worse it gets. I just don't know.