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I don't realy injoy today. I love seeing how happy the kids in my family get. But it also reminds me that I don't have any of my own. I will not recieve a single gift today because I have no one in my life to give me one. Today tells me how alone I realy am. I will go to my sisters for dinner but will still feel as if I'm by myself.
I bought gifts for the kids. But I forgot to wrap them. I ran to Wallgreens to get some paper & as I was standing in line I noticed my nails were a very pretty pink. They didn't match my jeans & work jacket. I found it's very hard to hide my hands & hold onto things at the sametime. But I guess people have thier own lifes to worry about since no one seemed to notice.
I've been talking with Mere. The plan for now is for her to come here for New Years. I've allways bought dresses. Well now I wish I had a decent skirt set to wear. Sounds like a shopping trip to me.
Time to go wrap gifts, take off my nail polish, & get ready to go. After I wash some clothes I forgot to do that to.
