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While I was in the hospital I spent 2 weeks with out waking. My sister told me she was told my chances of waking up ever was less than 50%. I'm not sure if I realy needed to know that or not. Scared the jeebers out of me but has me thinking.
While I slept I dreamed. In all of them I was wearing dresses or skirts. Only one can I realy remember. I was in a room full of people wearing a skirt & they wouldn't let me change. But in all my dreams I was Karen.
I've been thinking about things that matter most. When this is over I think Karen is going to make a bigger presence in my life. It's also time for others to meet her or to at least learn of her. If possible I would like to live as Karen. Being 47 short, chubby & harry might make it impossible.( wish this thing had a spell check like the forums)
I'm also going to give less time to work & more time to me. I'm going to do the things I injoy. Life is way to short to give it to someone else. Working 12 to 14hrs 7 days a week, pays good but wheres Karen in all that. Where am I. Sleeping & working is not a life.
I'm also going to get out & meet more people. I want a relationship but it wont happen with me sitting on the couch. That will be a bit tough because Karen will not be in the backround. So full acceptence is a must.
What this comes down to is that this life is mine. I will now live it my way!!
