Feeling Fed Up With Things

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    I am just growing tired of my situation. I have a vac I have to care for 24/7. I have to strap it around my neck, wrap up the tube just to go to the bathroom or anytime I want to move. 3 times it has plugged up in the middle of the night & set off an alarm.   Yesterday while squeezing threw the doorway of the room I sleep in I snagged the colostomy bag & pulled it off.(NASTY)

    I haven't dressed since the 5th of Jan. I feel wrong. I didn't realise how much I would realy miss it untill now. But untill I get rid of this vac I can't realy dress. Not with this tube in my belly.

    I want to go home to stay. This is not my house & I do not feel at home here. They allow these 2 dogs to sit in thier laps while they eat. So I'm fighting & pushing them off me when I eat. They way over pamper these dogs. They are commenting about how much the poodle is starting to act more outgoing not affraid of it's own shadow. Can you guess why? I treat it like a dog!!

    OK whine time is over & yes I do feel a bit better. Thank you!!