Good Morning!!

I've been off work for a week because of my arm. I woke up one morning & couldn't move it because of pain in my elbow. The doc got rid of the pain & will let me go back to work on Thur.

While I've been off I've been dressing way more femm than normal for me. There have been times that I could forget I'm a man as my female side has been gushing out. I was realy feeling good about myself, just being me.

Then yesterday as I was getting dressed, feeling light spirited. I happened to see myself in the mirror. There it was, looking at me. Without words it was saying you are not a woman. At that moment I hated it. I wonderd, why is it still here? What good is it anymore?

It makes going to the bathroom quick & easy. And I have a lady friend that likes playing with it more than I do. It would be nice if she could take it with her when she goes home & bring it over when she wants to have some fun.

But I guess I'm stuck with it for now. But someday I hope when I'm getting dressed & I see it, it will just be a toy sitting on my dresser. I'll be able to toss it in a drawer & laugh back.