update

• Posted by Stephie Hughes June 7, 2014 1,062 views
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  its been a little while since my last blog, so figured i should do an update.

   

  where do i start. well, ive had my first appointment at the laurels, which went well, and im now living more and more as me. "he" only really exists at work, i dont wear any of his clothes at all other than for work. Thats not to say i go full on, not all the time, specially when im at home, or going any where i am likely to see any one from work, but i am finally realising who i am.

   

  i have found ive softened up quite a lot. ive been able to drop the manley charade, and i wont pretend any more. ive let the cat out of te bag at work, but not in a big way, just making jokes and allowing people to get used to it.

   

  ive yet to go out properly still, i havent been into town yet. what i have done, is to walk around town on a saturday evening, when lots of people are around, to see if any one would react. ive had a couple of whistles, which made me feel really good, but no one, not one single person has realised. lets face it, drunk lads, out smoking, laughing joking, you would expect at least one of them to start shouting, but no, much to my delight, they didnt..

   

  so i now realise i pass pretty well. which has bossted my confidence loads. i now need to knuckle down and master the whole voice thing. once i have that sorted, the only way is up!!

   

  so all in all, a pretty good time for me. im sorry if this reads badly, but im  so excited right now. i have a life in front of me, and for the first time ever, its full of hope.

   

  steph, xxx