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  • a complete & utter Surprise..

    I've not been feeeling too happy as of late, what with not getting the job & a few other things so last sat nite i decided to have an evening at the pub as reward for all the work i'd put in to my course. Came home around midnight & as i walked into my porch i got the shock of my LIFE.....co...
  • Just Me

    Well today's not been the best of days really cos my job's come to an end two days early cos the work's dried up. Its a shame as i wanted to see out the rest of my time there but it's not to be. The people i worked with really could not have been any more accepting of me than they were & i reall...
  • a REAL bad day!

    I Thougt today that i'd feel better about myself after yesterdays events but today was anythin BUT a good day. 1st off,some silly old bugger stood leering at me whilst waitin to get the bus to work, THEN i'd gone into town during my lunch hour & copped a volley of foul, crude abuse from 2 women ...
  • yet ANOTHER kick in the teeth & it hurts

    Just how many more kicks am i expected to take?. The Job i went after, i really did think i was in with a great chance of getting moved onto the next stage today, with the second interviews for those who got that far. There were 5 including me & we were called in one by one, to answer a few more...
  • trying to be hopeful

    I Have been doing well at work recently & am comin to the end of my 3 months trial. Nothin has yet been said if its going to become permanent, which is why i have applied for another job with them. Only this one has a bit more responsibilty attached too, it'll mean my job title will change offic...
  • Good News!

     I gotta admit i was nervous as HELL today, before my Appt with my GP, as i wasn't entirely sure how things would go.So when called for,i went in to see him. All i did was explain the situation to him.....about Ch X and the like, & he asked a few questions as he read Dr Lenihans letter.He then p...
  • a VERY big step..

    Tomorrow i should get the news i have been waiting so long for.....the ist prescription for my mones. I have an appt to see my GP tomorrow at 5pm and discuss things with him. he already has the letter from Dr Lenihan at Ch X saying that as fas as she's concerned, she's more than happy for me to star...
  • Not bad for a first week

    For my first week in my new job, things went very well i must admit.Come monday morning there were a few nerves,but only to be expected what with me bein out of work for over 3 years. The people i work with are really nice & haven't treated me any differently to anyone else there. The work itsel...
  • A turn for the better

    since late 2003 i've been out of work & i can tell you it has NOT been fun. I've lost count of the 100's of jobs i've been after only to get constantly knocked back for every one.Some of them did not even have the common decency to reply back....hell it dont take long to write a letter. BUT it lo...
  • had to end sooner or later......

    Well, i guess it had to come to an end sooner or later. I've just spent the bestest week i have EVER had with charllet. Last Weekendi waited for her train to arrive at Manchester Piccadilly & i have to say the nerves were gettin to me big-time as i'd not seen her since my BD bash in Mid Feb but i co...