Recent Entries

  • the new me!

    I have been using the names "maria-anna" for ages now,but now i feel it's time i changed them around cos they sound much better the other way round.So from now on girls i'll be calling myself "Anna-Maria" cos i think it's much more femme and girly!! don't you agree....
  • feelin on top of the world!

    I'm feelin on top of the world this morning....why i hear you ask?? It's because last night i had my first girly night out and it could not have gone much better than it did.I got meself all dressed up and off i went up to my local.The first time i walked straight past the place,but the second time ...
  • my first girly night out!

    I did'nt think things could get any better .....but they have! I'd called into my local pub to see a friend( the landlady) who'd asked me to come up for coffee cos she hadn't seen me for ages.So up i went for coffee and a good old fashioned girly chat...which was so much fun.I wasn't treated any dif...
  • the last BIG hurdle

    Today,i've passed the last big test i have set myself to do since going F/T.as you know i'm currently not working at the moment..not through lack of effort on my part in looking for something.Today's the very first time i have signed on "en-femme"and it was such a buzz,me walking in there looking ev...
  • fun,fun,fun!!

    Have i just had fun or what!! As some know, i managed to get my piccy in our local paper..god knows how i did it but i did(yes i know i'm a tart chris,you're just jealous).Anyway i decided to try and get a copy of the pic,and was talking to clair last night when she suggested i call in at the office...
  • a BIG thankyou....

    I would just like to say a BIG thankyou to all you girls that have left comments on my previous post in my blog.It's so touching to know that so many girls think that much of me to leave such nice comments. I know i'm not perfect...but it's Nice to think i have such understanding friends h...
  • i'm so happy....

    I had my big appointment today and it went even better than i'd ever dared to hope.I was nervous as hell as i walked up to the reception desk and told them who i'd come to see.I sat down in the wating room to be called and there were a few in but not many.Anyway i was called by rachel, and into her ...
  • if it helps me....

    Tomorrow i have my appointment with the mental health practicioner that my GP referred me on to.I'm hoping very much that it will help me to better understand myself and why i feel the way i do when dressed.I think what will help me is the fact that the person i have to see is a GG,which i think wil...
  • interesting news

    As some already know,i went to see my GP in december to see if there was anyone he knew of that could better help me understand myself and what it means to be TG.It was fun trying to explain to him the whole cd/tv/ts thing but i tried anyway.He said leave it with him and he'd get back to me in 2 wee...
  • first of many....

    Today i did one of the most important things i've ever done "en femme".I had an appointment to see someone at my local CAB office,and boy was i nervous!!I'd been out before in public but never to somewhere like this.I did phone in advance just to see if it was ok.I told them that there had been a fe...