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  • 06 Nov 2006
    Its took a while but at long last i'm back online. Today i got my new PC & tis bl**dy brill i can tell you. I've now got it up & running & i can't tell you just how happy i am. Dad brought it round for me & helped to set it up, & this was the VERY first time since going F/T, that he's seen me fully"femme". Now he can see that i aint got 2 heads or summat daft like that. Somtimes tis hard to tell how he's feeling but he didn't seem fazed at all.......which is such a relief to me i can tell you. We still have a long way to go, but at least its a start.
    807 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Its took a while but at long last i'm back online. Today i got my new PC & tis bl**dy brill i can tell you. I've now got it up & running & i can't tell you just how happy i am. Dad brought it round for me & helped to set it up, & this was the VERY first time since going F/T, that he's seen me fully"femme". Now he can see that i aint got 2 heads or summat daft like that. Somtimes tis hard to tell how he's feeling but he didn't seem fazed at all.......which is such a relief to me i can tell you. We still have a long way to go, but at least its a start.
    Nov 06, 2006 807
  • 04 Nov 2006
    Quick update on my PC Probs.... i have now acquired a new monitor( flat screen one too), but now windows is playin up but i have the means to cure the problem so all bein well i should be back online either later today or first thing tomorrow....& YES i have missed you all!
    856 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Quick update on my PC Probs.... i have now acquired a new monitor( flat screen one too), but now windows is playin up but i have the means to cure the problem so all bein well i should be back online either later today or first thing tomorrow....& YES i have missed you all!
    Nov 04, 2006 856
  • 10 Oct 2006
    Today i took one of the biggest steps i have ever taken since deciding to go FT...i have now LEGALLY changed my name to Anna-Marie & it feels so right....don't know why i didn't do it ages ago. Its all thanks to lucy, who emailed the things to me. I got them filled in,signed & witnessed cos now they are 100% Legal. I took one into my bank so as i could change all my details to my new name & it took less than 20 mins to do & when finished, the lady who was dealing with me actually called me "miss". I tell ya i left the place with big smile on my face cos it just felt so good to have done it & it felt right too. Now i have deal with my dad cos i'm not sure how he'll take it when mum tells him
    871 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Today i took one of the biggest steps i have ever taken since deciding to go FT...i have now LEGALLY changed my name to Anna-Marie & it feels so right....don't know why i didn't do it ages ago. Its all thanks to lucy, who emailed the things to me. I got them filled in,signed & witnessed cos now they are 100% Legal. I took one into my bank so as i could change all my details to my new name & it took less than 20 mins to do & when finished, the lady who was dealing with me actually called me "miss". I tell ya i left the place with big smile on my face cos it just felt so good to have done it & it felt right too. Now i have deal with my dad cos i'm not sure how he'll take it when mum tells him
    Oct 10, 2006 871
  • 07 Oct 2006
    Today i'm one VERY happy girl & here's why. Today, in the post i recieved a letter from charing cross stating what i already knew.....that my PCT had approved my funding for HRT. Now it truly DOES feel like things are progressing, albeit slowly but at least  they are. I Do have one thing to post back to them which aint gonna take long. In a few weeks time all bein well i should have the letter confirming my first Appt & i for one cannot wait cos it'll mean all the months of waiting & hoping will all have been worthwhile.
    801 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Today i'm one VERY happy girl & here's why. Today, in the post i recieved a letter from charing cross stating what i already knew.....that my PCT had approved my funding for HRT. Now it truly DOES feel like things are progressing, albeit slowly but at least  they are. I Do have one thing to post back to them which aint gonna take long. In a few weeks time all bein well i should have the letter confirming my first Appt & i for one cannot wait cos it'll mean all the months of waiting & hoping will all have been worthwhile.
    Oct 07, 2006 801
  • 02 Oct 2006
    This Mornin i got the news i'd been waitin months for & i am just so damned happy tis not true. I called my PCT to see whether or not they were goin to fund my course of Hormone treatment, as i'd called 2 months ago & nothin had been decided. I was told that, on thursday the PCT had faxed charing cross saying that they had AGREED to fund my HRT. Can't tell you just how happy i was to hear that & i'm still on a high even now.Until now the only 3 peeps that i'd told were my mum, Charllet & Mariette.....now tis time i shared my good news with the Whole of TW. At long last it finally seems like i'm making progress, its been tough but i have got to where i want to be.Its just a case now of waitin to hear from charing cross & now they have the green light from the PCT its gonna be full steam ahead & I's one very happy girl but then i guess you already know that don't you?
    789 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • This Mornin i got the news i'd been waitin months for & i am just so damned happy tis not true. I called my PCT to see whether or not they were goin to fund my course of Hormone treatment, as i'd called 2 months ago & nothin had been decided. I was told that, on thursday the PCT had faxed charing cross saying that they had AGREED to fund my HRT. Can't tell you just how happy i was to hear that & i'm still on a high even now.Until now the only 3 peeps that i'd told were my mum, Charllet & Mariette.....now tis time i shared my good news with the Whole of TW. At long last it finally seems like i'm making progress, its been tough but i have got to where i want to be.Its just a case now of waitin to hear from charing cross & now they have the green light from the PCT its gonna be full steam ahead & I's one very happy girl but then i guess you already know that don't you?
    Oct 02, 2006 789
  • 21 Sep 2006
    well, if i can stop cryin for long enough then i'm gonna TRY & blog if nothin else. Charllet has just recently left on the long journey back to cumnock after spending 10 romantic days in lowestoft with me.....10 of the BESTEST days ever for the 2 of us. Her trip down was littered with delays at Edinburgh, missed connection at peterborough & a Derailment at Thetford which meant she didn't arrive until 6.45pm one hour late. It was a stressful day for the both of us but 3 bottles of wine certainly helped to relax us. We managed to get out EVERY day & had a great time cos we'd gone for a good long walk in a local park & took lots of pics too which i'm gonna enjoy lookin through cos it'll remind me of a wonderful time spent with my lovebug(charlllet).We sure didnt go hungry either cos whilst here i actually cooked a meal from scratch cos it was charllets BD the week before & i wanted to do somethin nice for her......& things could not have turned out any better than they did which was good. Yesterday was so hard as i was tryin not to think about today but the harder i tried the worse it got. I wasn't even gonna go on-line last nite but charllet insisted that i did so i had peeps to talk to.Was up just after 6 this mornin cos i'd booked a cab to take us to the station. Now WHY is it that when you look forward to somethin the time seems to DRAG on & on but yet when its actually here & happenin, the time just flies by which it did in our case. I stood & watched charllets train til it was out of sight.....THEN the floodgates opened & i could not stop cryin my eyes out...a mix of sad/happiness. Sad that charllet had to go home, but happiness that we shared a truly wonderful time together. And who knows this time next year charllet could be livin here PERMANENTLY & that truly would make little old me the happiest girl in the whole wide world......tis all true i tells ya!
    770 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • well, if i can stop cryin for long enough then i'm gonna TRY & blog if nothin else. Charllet has just recently left on the long journey back to cumnock after spending 10 romantic days in lowestoft with me.....10 of the BESTEST days ever for the 2 of us. Her trip down was littered with delays at Edinburgh, missed connection at peterborough & a Derailment at Thetford which meant she didn't arrive until 6.45pm one hour late. It was a stressful day for the both of us but 3 bottles of wine certainly helped to relax us. We managed to get out EVERY day & had a great time cos we'd gone for a good long walk in a local park & took lots of pics too which i'm gonna enjoy lookin through cos it'll remind me of a wonderful time spent with my lovebug(charlllet).We sure didnt go hungry either cos whilst here i actually cooked a meal from scratch cos it was charllets BD the week before & i wanted to do somethin nice for her......& things could not have turned out any better than they did which was good. Yesterday was so hard as i was tryin not to think about today but the harder i tried the worse it got. I wasn't even gonna go on-line last nite but charllet insisted that i did so i had peeps to talk to.Was up just after 6 this mornin cos i'd booked a cab to take us to the station. Now WHY is it that when you look forward to somethin the time seems to DRAG on & on but yet when its actually here & happenin, the time just flies by which it did in our case. I stood & watched charllets train til it was out of sight.....THEN the floodgates opened & i could not stop cryin my eyes out...a mix of sad/happiness. Sad that charllet had to go home, but happiness that we shared a truly wonderful time together. And who knows this time next year charllet could be livin here PERMANENTLY & that truly would make little old me the happiest girl in the whole wide world......tis all true i tells ya!
    Sep 21, 2006 770
  • 04 Sep 2006
    it's been about t2/3 months since i called Charing Cross to see what was happening regarding my appt with them & was told they were waiting for the OK from my local PCT before progressing. So i called the PCT today to see what the situation was and was pleasantly surprised with what i was told. Apparently they only got my papers from Dr Olive at the end of july so i know they ARE there which is ok. The PCT have a meeting every month to discuss cases like my own & decide on who's suitable for treatment. At this Meeting they will decide one way or the other......yes or no to funding my HRT. The Next one's on the 21st of this month so it should not be much longer before i get that long awaited letter confirming my Appt. The girl i spoke to was very good & she gave me no end of info about what happens next so that i'm prepared for whatever comes my way......whenever that may be.I guess at this moment in time tis a case of watch this space for further developments.
    775 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • it's been about t2/3 months since i called Charing Cross to see what was happening regarding my appt with them & was told they were waiting for the OK from my local PCT before progressing. So i called the PCT today to see what the situation was and was pleasantly surprised with what i was told. Apparently they only got my papers from Dr Olive at the end of july so i know they ARE there which is ok. The PCT have a meeting every month to discuss cases like my own & decide on who's suitable for treatment. At this Meeting they will decide one way or the other......yes or no to funding my HRT. The Next one's on the 21st of this month so it should not be much longer before i get that long awaited letter confirming my Appt. The girl i spoke to was very good & she gave me no end of info about what happens next so that i'm prepared for whatever comes my way......whenever that may be.I guess at this moment in time tis a case of watch this space for further developments.
    Sep 04, 2006 775
  • 26 Aug 2006
    OK it might not seem much to some people but it means a great deal to me. I had my mum call round earlier this evening to drop some things off which i needed. On her way out, she bumped into the New neighbours who were in the process of moving into one of the nearby flats, & they got talking about things in general......then she said, " oh by the way, My daughter lives here too"!!. Can you IMAGINE how hearing that made me feel inside,its the first time mum has ever said that about me. It feels as though she's finally accepted me as her daughter & it just feels so right. Like i said, they were only 5 little words but they are 5 little words that mean so very much to me.
    827 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • OK it might not seem much to some people but it means a great deal to me. I had my mum call round earlier this evening to drop some things off which i needed. On her way out, she bumped into the New neighbours who were in the process of moving into one of the nearby flats, & they got talking about things in general......then she said, " oh by the way, My daughter lives here too"!!. Can you IMAGINE how hearing that made me feel inside,its the first time mum has ever said that about me. It feels as though she's finally accepted me as her daughter & it just feels so right. Like i said, they were only 5 little words but they are 5 little words that mean so very much to me.
    Aug 26, 2006 827
  • 18 Aug 2006
    Just in case you're all wondering.......NO i haven't done a runner, just not had much to blog about recently. Still not heard from charing cross so i called them & they said it'll be late oct/earlyNov before i hear. Oh well, i've waited 5 months so a few more months aint gonna hurt. Only other news i have is........charllet's comin down to see me in a few weeks!!..GOD am i one happy girl.
    829 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Just in case you're all wondering.......NO i haven't done a runner, just not had much to blog about recently. Still not heard from charing cross so i called them & they said it'll be late oct/earlyNov before i hear. Oh well, i've waited 5 months so a few more months aint gonna hurt. Only other news i have is........charllet's comin down to see me in a few weeks!!..GOD am i one happy girl.
    Aug 18, 2006 829
  • 04 Aug 2006
    It Finally looks like things ARE moving.......and its about time. I'd been gettin frustrated by the lack of progress in gettin an appt from charing cross, so i called them today & they were very helpful. The only hold up is that C x are waiting to hear from the PCT for approval of funding. Once they get confirmation from them, it's all systems go. Charing cross will write to me informing me of the decision, i'll return whatever t is i have to fill in..think its something to do with me bein happy for them to progress....like i'm gonna say no!. Then they'll get in touch again with the all-important Appointment, & all being well i should get to see them late oct/early nov.........at least thats what i've been told. i KNOW its means waiting another 2/3 months but as i've said before i have waited this long so a few more months aint gonna hurt & besides i aint gonna change my mind not now.....not EVER cos in the end i know i'm gonna get to where i want to go
    842 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • It Finally looks like things ARE moving.......and its about time. I'd been gettin frustrated by the lack of progress in gettin an appt from charing cross, so i called them today & they were very helpful. The only hold up is that C x are waiting to hear from the PCT for approval of funding. Once they get confirmation from them, it's all systems go. Charing cross will write to me informing me of the decision, i'll return whatever t is i have to fill in..think its something to do with me bein happy for them to progress....like i'm gonna say no!. Then they'll get in touch again with the all-important Appointment, & all being well i should get to see them late oct/early nov.........at least thats what i've been told. i KNOW its means waiting another 2/3 months but as i've said before i have waited this long so a few more months aint gonna hurt & besides i aint gonna change my mind not now.....not EVER cos in the end i know i'm gonna get to where i want to go
    Aug 04, 2006 842