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  • 13 Mar 2006
    well it took them long enough but BT have FINALLY re-connected me at last. The phone came back on about 2hrs ago, which also means i'm back on-line. I can't tell you how much i've missed not bein able to talk to certain peeps these last few days. But as of now, i am one VERY happy girl......tis true i tells ya.
    698 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • well it took them long enough but BT have FINALLY re-connected me at last. The phone came back on about 2hrs ago, which also means i'm back on-line. I can't tell you how much i've missed not bein able to talk to certain peeps these last few days. But as of now, i am one VERY happy girl......tis true i tells ya.
    Mar 13, 2006 698
  • 12 Mar 2006
    As some of you know, i'm off-line at the moment cos my phone line's down & BT are taking bl**dy ages to get their fingers out of their a**es to repair it. I have been told that i will get compensation for every day  my phone's off. But this will make you laugh cos all i'll get is £1 a DAY!!!. Now that to me is takin the  p*ss, considering i am cut off from all my friends until they get things sorted.I had been told friday, then yesterday, now today. I tell you these last few days have dragged like hell, but things could all bw sorted out cos i have BT engineer coming tomorrow morning to sort things out my end. Here's hopin i'm back online soon cos i'm havin to use of the library PC's for email& the like.I got EVERYTHIN crossed......well Almost everythin crossed just hopin i'm back soon.
    632 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • As some of you know, i'm off-line at the moment cos my phone line's down & BT are taking bl**dy ages to get their fingers out of their a**es to repair it. I have been told that i will get compensation for every day  my phone's off. But this will make you laugh cos all i'll get is £1 a DAY!!!. Now that to me is takin the  p*ss, considering i am cut off from all my friends until they get things sorted.I had been told friday, then yesterday, now today. I tell you these last few days have dragged like hell, but things could all bw sorted out cos i have BT engineer coming tomorrow morning to sort things out my end. Here's hopin i'm back online soon cos i'm havin to use of the library PC's for email& the like.I got EVERYTHIN crossed......well Almost everythin crossed just hopin i'm back soon.
    Mar 12, 2006 632
  • 09 Mar 2006
    I'm not a Happy girl at the moment & i'll tell you why. Yesterday afternoon my phone line went dead & it aint been fixed yet. It means that at the moment i have no internet access at home.....or phone either. I have had to use the library PC to post this blog. Those of you who have my home phone No will still be able to contact me cos All the calls to my home phone have been re-directed to my mobile phone with no extra cost so at least thats good. Seems like an underground cable is at fault & i have been told it's being worked on so i should be back all being well in a few days,hopefully sooner.Just thought i better let all my good friends here at TW know the situation. As the saying goes........"I'll be BACK!"...and i WILL xxxxxxxxxx
    679 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • I'm not a Happy girl at the moment & i'll tell you why. Yesterday afternoon my phone line went dead & it aint been fixed yet. It means that at the moment i have no internet access at home.....or phone either. I have had to use the library PC to post this blog. Those of you who have my home phone No will still be able to contact me cos All the calls to my home phone have been re-directed to my mobile phone with no extra cost so at least thats good. Seems like an underground cable is at fault & i have been told it's being worked on so i should be back all being well in a few days,hopefully sooner.Just thought i better let all my good friends here at TW know the situation. As the saying goes........"I'll be BACK!"...and i WILL xxxxxxxxxx
    Mar 09, 2006 679
  • 03 Mar 2006
    At Last i had some good news today cos i had a phone call from my counsellor today. She's been on to a pyschotherapist she knows( on my behalf) to try and arrange an appointment for me to see Dr olive, with a view to getting me started on HRT. I'd heard nothing so i dropped a letter into the surgery for rachel & she got back to me today to say she'd spoken to certain people and that there is a letter in the post with an appointment to see Doctor Olive sometime in early April. Ok, i wish it could have been sooner but at least i HAVE got an appt to see him so thats good. This time it REALLY looks like things are on the move for me cos when i saw rachel, she said to me that she sees no reason why i shouldn't be able to start hrt cos she reckons i'm of sound mind( anyone who says otherwise will get a slap...hehehe).Its really all down to Dr olive now so i'm keepin everything crossed! 
    636 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • At Last i had some good news today cos i had a phone call from my counsellor today. She's been on to a pyschotherapist she knows( on my behalf) to try and arrange an appointment for me to see Dr olive, with a view to getting me started on HRT. I'd heard nothing so i dropped a letter into the surgery for rachel & she got back to me today to say she'd spoken to certain people and that there is a letter in the post with an appointment to see Doctor Olive sometime in early April. Ok, i wish it could have been sooner but at least i HAVE got an appt to see him so thats good. This time it REALLY looks like things are on the move for me cos when i saw rachel, she said to me that she sees no reason why i shouldn't be able to start hrt cos she reckons i'm of sound mind( anyone who says otherwise will get a slap...hehehe).Its really all down to Dr olive now so i'm keepin everything crossed! 
    Mar 03, 2006 636
  • 01 Mar 2006
    Who'd  have thought time would go so fast when you're enjoyin yourself eh? Well, its almost a year to the day since i left that first comment on charllets blog & just LOOK what has happened since that.From exchanging emails and phone calls and the like, and in the last 6 months finding out that we both felt the same way about each other but were unsure about tellin each other.Now things have taken off BIG-TIME cos charllets been down here with me twice and is looking to move here to lowestoft permanently. On top of that we're both going to the april tx together........then sparkle, and i tell ya it just can't get any better than this.I have been single for FAR too long and now i have someone ( Charllet) that i love so VERY much with all my heart & soul. And all this cos of a blog comment, i dread to think what would have happened had i not commented..........
    669 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Who'd  have thought time would go so fast when you're enjoyin yourself eh? Well, its almost a year to the day since i left that first comment on charllets blog & just LOOK what has happened since that.From exchanging emails and phone calls and the like, and in the last 6 months finding out that we both felt the same way about each other but were unsure about tellin each other.Now things have taken off BIG-TIME cos charllets been down here with me twice and is looking to move here to lowestoft permanently. On top of that we're both going to the april tx together........then sparkle, and i tell ya it just can't get any better than this.I have been single for FAR too long and now i have someone ( Charllet) that i love so VERY much with all my heart & soul. And all this cos of a blog comment, i dread to think what would have happened had i not commented..........
    Mar 01, 2006 669
  • 21 Feb 2006
    It's been a few weeks since i last blogged but nothin much has changed. I STILL haven't had the letter from the psych regarding me starting hrt.....its been 3 weeks now. Will give him a few more days & then i'll contact my counsellor, who originally wrote to him on my behalf.OH.....and if you didn't know already, tis my BD tomorrow and i'm off out to paint the town pink!....ok ok, i'm just goin to the pub for a drink or two......or three......or maybe even four who knows. I just wish my Charllet could have been here with me tomorrow to celebrate with me but it's not gonna happen. But.....at the end of march she may well be comin down to spend a week with me.......YAY!!!!!!  That good or what!
    583 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • It's been a few weeks since i last blogged but nothin much has changed. I STILL haven't had the letter from the psych regarding me starting hrt.....its been 3 weeks now. Will give him a few more days & then i'll contact my counsellor, who originally wrote to him on my behalf.OH.....and if you didn't know already, tis my BD tomorrow and i'm off out to paint the town pink!....ok ok, i'm just goin to the pub for a drink or two......or three......or maybe even four who knows. I just wish my Charllet could have been here with me tomorrow to celebrate with me but it's not gonna happen. But.....at the end of march she may well be comin down to spend a week with me.......YAY!!!!!!  That good or what!
    Feb 21, 2006 583
  • 03 Feb 2006
    I've well & truly set things in motion now cos i went for my Appt today and i got on very well. Told my cousellor about wantin to start on HRT, and that i was seeking advice about it. She said that it would be one of two things i'd have to do to get started....and one of them i'm doin already by livin F/T(almost 18 months now). She did say there's a very good chance that i'll get the go-ahead to start on them. What Rachel( counsellor) has or will be doing is writing on my behalf, to a psychotherapist she knows  explaining the situation about me.The next thing is i'll either hear from rachel again, or the psych she's referring me to....a Dr Olive or oliver at the mental health place in lowestoft. I would then have an appt to see him/her i suppose just so they can see that i'm more than capable/ready & understand what's involved. Now it may take several appointments for them to decide, but it's like i said to rachel....if i have to wait say a month or two then so be it. If i'm gonna do this then i am going to do it properly, no self medicating for this girl i can tell ya. So all in all, i'm very pleased with the way things went today & rachel seems very confident too but only time will tell. Now it's very much a waiting game, waitin for that letter to drop through the letterbox telling me when my Appt with Dr olive/oliver is.like the title says.." started the ball rolling"...i most certainly have cos it feels as though a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders......so here goes!
    617 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • I've well & truly set things in motion now cos i went for my Appt today and i got on very well. Told my cousellor about wantin to start on HRT, and that i was seeking advice about it. She said that it would be one of two things i'd have to do to get started....and one of them i'm doin already by livin F/T(almost 18 months now). She did say there's a very good chance that i'll get the go-ahead to start on them. What Rachel( counsellor) has or will be doing is writing on my behalf, to a psychotherapist she knows  explaining the situation about me.The next thing is i'll either hear from rachel again, or the psych she's referring me to....a Dr Olive or oliver at the mental health place in lowestoft. I would then have an appt to see him/her i suppose just so they can see that i'm more than capable/ready & understand what's involved. Now it may take several appointments for them to decide, but it's like i said to rachel....if i have to wait say a month or two then so be it. If i'm gonna do this then i am going to do it properly, no self medicating for this girl i can tell ya. So all in all, i'm very pleased with the way things went today & rachel seems very confident too but only time will tell. Now it's very much a waiting game, waitin for that letter to drop through the letterbox telling me when my Appt with Dr olive/oliver is.like the title says.." started the ball rolling"...i most certainly have cos it feels as though a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders......so here goes!
    Feb 03, 2006 617
  • 02 Feb 2006
    Like the title says.....big day ahead tomorrow for me. I've been thinking about this for a long time now & i'm finally gettin the chance to do it.I have an Appt with my consellor tomorrow.....nothin new there, but i'm going to see her about possibly starting HRT.Some girls have said yes go for it,some have said there's noi point cos i'm not transitioning.....me i've decided to get some good sound medical advice BEFORE i even think about starting them. if...& i say IF i do start them then it won't be for a good few months cos i daresay there'll be more counselling sessions to come before my counsellor refers me on to someone who specialises in these things. But,on the other hand if she says that there is no point in me takin them theni'll just drop the idea altogether but we shall see.I supppose i thought that seeing as how i've been living F/T for well over a year now, that i'd seek advice before going ahead with the hormones.  After all, it makes sense doesn't it? One way or another i'll find out tomorrow.......wish me luck!
    608 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Like the title says.....big day ahead tomorrow for me. I've been thinking about this for a long time now & i'm finally gettin the chance to do it.I have an Appt with my consellor tomorrow.....nothin new there, but i'm going to see her about possibly starting HRT.Some girls have said yes go for it,some have said there's noi point cos i'm not transitioning.....me i've decided to get some good sound medical advice BEFORE i even think about starting them. if...& i say IF i do start them then it won't be for a good few months cos i daresay there'll be more counselling sessions to come before my counsellor refers me on to someone who specialises in these things. But,on the other hand if she says that there is no point in me takin them theni'll just drop the idea altogether but we shall see.I supppose i thought that seeing as how i've been living F/T for well over a year now, that i'd seek advice before going ahead with the hormones.  After all, it makes sense doesn't it? One way or another i'll find out tomorrow.......wish me luck!
    Feb 02, 2006 608
  • 28 Jan 2006
    I know nearly every day we all get our fair share of hassle, purely for being who we all want to be.People should realise that all we want to do is live our lives the way we see fit without prejudice from others. I found some lyrics by a certain mr Jon Bon Jovi that just about sums up my attitude to the world when you're gettin hassle just for bein yourself. "why you wanna tell me how to live my life? who are you to tell me if its black or white? Momma,can you help me try to understand Is innocence the difference between a boy & a man My daddy lived a lie. thats just the price that he paid sacrificed his life just slavin away oh, if there's one thing i hold on to that gets me through the night i aint gonna do what i don't want to, i'm gonna live my life shining like a diamond,rolling with the dice standing on the ledge,i'll show the wind how to fly When the world gets in my face, i say...... HAVE A NICE DAY HAVE A NICE DAY.   words taken from the CD "have a nice day"
    763 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • I know nearly every day we all get our fair share of hassle, purely for being who we all want to be.People should realise that all we want to do is live our lives the way we see fit without prejudice from others. I found some lyrics by a certain mr Jon Bon Jovi that just about sums up my attitude to the world when you're gettin hassle just for bein yourself. "why you wanna tell me how to live my life? who are you to tell me if its black or white? Momma,can you help me try to understand Is innocence the difference between a boy & a man My daddy lived a lie. thats just the price that he paid sacrificed his life just slavin away oh, if there's one thing i hold on to that gets me through the night i aint gonna do what i don't want to, i'm gonna live my life shining like a diamond,rolling with the dice standing on the ledge,i'll show the wind how to fly When the world gets in my face, i say...... HAVE A NICE DAY HAVE A NICE DAY.   words taken from the CD "have a nice day"
    Jan 28, 2006 763
  • 19 Jan 2006
    why is it when there's something that you've waited so long for, that it's over so bl**dy quick. I'm sat here at my PC, cos i have literally cried non-stop since Charllet left this morning, after spending a truly romantic week here with me.....am i a soppy mare or what! The Week really could not have gone any better than it did i can tell ya. I was a bag of nerves waiting for her train to arrive last thursday. Once  she stepped onto the platform and i saw her....well, the old water works started. Just as well i came prepared with tissues cos i knew i'd need them BIG-TIME!. We had a fantastic time, getting out EVERY day & just doin the normal girly things like shoppin...etc.I got heaps of new piccies taken too, some of which i'll be puttin in trannypix so you can all see em.I even got to sample some of charllet's cookin too and it was  mmmmmmmmmm! She does a mean pasta,tomato & sausage dish i can tell you. When out,there were loads more people that noticed us, & i for one have never been as proud to be out & to be seen out with charllet cos i love her so very much. I hardly slept at all last night cos i knew just how tough today was going to be & i was proved right. It broke my heart to watch the train pull away this morning & i stood on the platform watchin til the train was out of sight. I suppose my tears were a mixture of sad & happy.....sad that she had to leave, to return home to Cumnock where her family is, Happy in so much as we had a a truly fantastic time together doin everything we wanted to do & so much more besides. This week really has brought home one thing to me and that's just HOW much i love charllet & want to spend the rest of my life with her. We'll just have to wait and see if it happens,but i tell you i will be crossing absolutely everything cos at last i truly have found the love of my life and i have NEVER been so happy........
    619 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • why is it when there's something that you've waited so long for, that it's over so bl**dy quick. I'm sat here at my PC, cos i have literally cried non-stop since Charllet left this morning, after spending a truly romantic week here with me.....am i a soppy mare or what! The Week really could not have gone any better than it did i can tell ya. I was a bag of nerves waiting for her train to arrive last thursday. Once  she stepped onto the platform and i saw her....well, the old water works started. Just as well i came prepared with tissues cos i knew i'd need them BIG-TIME!. We had a fantastic time, getting out EVERY day & just doin the normal girly things like shoppin...etc.I got heaps of new piccies taken too, some of which i'll be puttin in trannypix so you can all see em.I even got to sample some of charllet's cookin too and it was  mmmmmmmmmm! She does a mean pasta,tomato & sausage dish i can tell you. When out,there were loads more people that noticed us, & i for one have never been as proud to be out & to be seen out with charllet cos i love her so very much. I hardly slept at all last night cos i knew just how tough today was going to be & i was proved right. It broke my heart to watch the train pull away this morning & i stood on the platform watchin til the train was out of sight. I suppose my tears were a mixture of sad & happy.....sad that she had to leave, to return home to Cumnock where her family is, Happy in so much as we had a a truly fantastic time together doin everything we wanted to do & so much more besides. This week really has brought home one thing to me and that's just HOW much i love charllet & want to spend the rest of my life with her. We'll just have to wait and see if it happens,but i tell you i will be crossing absolutely everything cos at last i truly have found the love of my life and i have NEVER been so happy........
    Jan 19, 2006 619