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  • 25 Feb 2007
    Well there's not much i can say about last night other than it was a truly memorable BD bash with lots of friends & ti couldn't have gone any betterThe w/e started in a truly amazing way cos my charllet shouldn't have been here until friday (23rd), but my doorbell rang at  10.20 pm & there she was stood at my front door.it's the only time i've EVER been rendered speechless! Anyway, she was here on my actual birthday(22nd) & that really meant so very much to this girl. Spent most of friday gettin the place re-arranged for my party the following day & it meant shifting things Around & shoving things in cupboards but we got there. That Evenin was spent fine tuning things & waiting for christina & clair to arrive, which they did around midnight. Eventually we crashed out at about 2am saturday morning & didn't wake til gone 10 am....all of us EXCEPT clair who didn't stir til MID DAY!! by then myself & chris had decorated the place & it did look good. Then her & clair diasppeared off to asda for more supplies whilst i started cooking things for the evening & was tied to the oven for 2 hrs( not literally TIED to the oven).I must admit by the time i'd finished cooking, i felt as though i'd put on a good spread. Waitin for guests to arrive was FUN cos 2 of them, Caz & Lexie managed to get lost & i ended up having to guide them here over the phone! Then 003 1/2 turned up & then everbody was here. With it bein my BD i chose something very classy to wear....my purple velvet dress & new black heels.The Evening went very well as there was plenty of food & alcohol to go round...WELL a girls gotta be prepared in her BD hasn't she?The games were a hoot..."tranny" pass the parcel & i lost count of how many times i had to unwrap it, the other game was a product of christina's decidely warped sense of humour....only kiddin hun!. More food & wine followed until by 1am it was time for 4 of my guests( Denise, Fiona,Lexie & Cherry) to get off home, so after they'd gone those who were left just sat nattering amongst themselves but by 3AM we'd had enough & literally  dropped into bed..trust ME to do it fully dressed!Woke around 9.30 & stuck kettle on to make the tea while christina & caroline cooked brekkie which went down a treat after last nights booze comsumption. More tea & talk followed whilst me & charllet tried gettin the place back to normal. Then by 11.30 it was time for caroline to get off home back to Royston, so i saw her off & an hour or so christina & clair had to go home cos they had an even longer trip home. Stood in my living room after everybody had gone home, my head was quite literally in a spin but after some black coffee i was ok to get on with the mammoth task of the kitchen which looked like a BOMB had been dropped in there. Once i got cracking it didn't take that long to do which was a relief. That done, i say myself down & had a drink & had time to gather my thoughts. The fact that friends came from far & wide just to be here with me on my very special night was so touching & infact it brought tears to my eyes so it did. They are all such wonderful friends & i must say i'm SO very lucky to have them cos they's the kind of peeps that would do anything for anybody & there arent many peeps like that around are there?lol xxxxxxxxxxxx Anna-Marie ( 40....& one VERY happy girl) 
    708 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Well there's not much i can say about last night other than it was a truly memorable BD bash with lots of friends & ti couldn't have gone any betterThe w/e started in a truly amazing way cos my charllet shouldn't have been here until friday (23rd), but my doorbell rang at  10.20 pm & there she was stood at my front door.it's the only time i've EVER been rendered speechless! Anyway, she was here on my actual birthday(22nd) & that really meant so very much to this girl. Spent most of friday gettin the place re-arranged for my party the following day & it meant shifting things Around & shoving things in cupboards but we got there. That Evenin was spent fine tuning things & waiting for christina & clair to arrive, which they did around midnight. Eventually we crashed out at about 2am saturday morning & didn't wake til gone 10 am....all of us EXCEPT clair who didn't stir til MID DAY!! by then myself & chris had decorated the place & it did look good. Then her & clair diasppeared off to asda for more supplies whilst i started cooking things for the evening & was tied to the oven for 2 hrs( not literally TIED to the oven).I must admit by the time i'd finished cooking, i felt as though i'd put on a good spread. Waitin for guests to arrive was FUN cos 2 of them, Caz & Lexie managed to get lost & i ended up having to guide them here over the phone! Then 003 1/2 turned up & then everbody was here. With it bein my BD i chose something very classy to wear....my purple velvet dress & new black heels.The Evening went very well as there was plenty of food & alcohol to go round...WELL a girls gotta be prepared in her BD hasn't she?The games were a hoot..."tranny" pass the parcel & i lost count of how many times i had to unwrap it, the other game was a product of christina's decidely warped sense of humour....only kiddin hun!. More food & wine followed until by 1am it was time for 4 of my guests( Denise, Fiona,Lexie & Cherry) to get off home, so after they'd gone those who were left just sat nattering amongst themselves but by 3AM we'd had enough & literally  dropped into bed..trust ME to do it fully dressed!Woke around 9.30 & stuck kettle on to make the tea while christina & caroline cooked brekkie which went down a treat after last nights booze comsumption. More tea & talk followed whilst me & charllet tried gettin the place back to normal. Then by 11.30 it was time for caroline to get off home back to Royston, so i saw her off & an hour or so christina & clair had to go home cos they had an even longer trip home. Stood in my living room after everybody had gone home, my head was quite literally in a spin but after some black coffee i was ok to get on with the mammoth task of the kitchen which looked like a BOMB had been dropped in there. Once i got cracking it didn't take that long to do which was a relief. That done, i say myself down & had a drink & had time to gather my thoughts. The fact that friends came from far & wide just to be here with me on my very special night was so touching & infact it brought tears to my eyes so it did. They are all such wonderful friends & i must say i'm SO very lucky to have them cos they's the kind of peeps that would do anything for anybody & there arent many peeps like that around are there?lol xxxxxxxxxxxx Anna-Marie ( 40....& one VERY happy girl) 
    Feb 25, 2007 708
  • 19 Feb 2007
    Gotta say it's been bl**dy chaotic at my place right now, organisin everything for this comin weekend when i have my BD Bash on saturday. The ACTUAL day is this thurs (22nd) but planned things for the saturday cos more peeps will b able to come. What's making things all the more special for me is that charllet's comin down specially to be here with me & i for on can't wait cos i've missed her so very much.All the food's in,All the booze is in so i just have to wait for saturday to come round so i can have one HELL of a party, i'm not sayin how old but tis one of those BD's with an 0 in front of it. Anyone says 50 & they'll get a slapping....lol
    672 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Gotta say it's been bl**dy chaotic at my place right now, organisin everything for this comin weekend when i have my BD Bash on saturday. The ACTUAL day is this thurs (22nd) but planned things for the saturday cos more peeps will b able to come. What's making things all the more special for me is that charllet's comin down specially to be here with me & i for on can't wait cos i've missed her so very much.All the food's in,All the booze is in so i just have to wait for saturday to come round so i can have one HELL of a party, i'm not sayin how old but tis one of those BD's with an 0 in front of it. Anyone says 50 & they'll get a slapping....lol
    Feb 19, 2007 672
  • 05 Feb 2007
    This aint a happy post cos i'm not in a happy mood & it safe to say i;m bloody livid &here's why. I' moderate here on TW & another site, & SOMEONE has emailed katie telling her about it & i'm NOT happy about it at all. My Guess is that its someone from here who also uses this site..now why this person or person's have done it i really have no idea at all as to why they've done this quite devious, deceitful thing to me cos i'm a damn goood mod who always plays fair. I will say this much to whoever has tried to mess things up here for me...& thats " YOU HAVE FAILED BIG-TIME" to screw things up for me & if you think you're gonna break me then you aint gonna succeed!
    699 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • This aint a happy post cos i'm not in a happy mood & it safe to say i;m bloody livid &here's why. I' moderate here on TW & another site, & SOMEONE has emailed katie telling her about it & i'm NOT happy about it at all. My Guess is that its someone from here who also uses this site..now why this person or person's have done it i really have no idea at all as to why they've done this quite devious, deceitful thing to me cos i'm a damn goood mod who always plays fair. I will say this much to whoever has tried to mess things up here for me...& thats " YOU HAVE FAILED BIG-TIME" to screw things up for me & if you think you're gonna break me then you aint gonna succeed!
    Feb 05, 2007 699
  • 14 Jan 2007
    Just thought i'd let ya know i aint disappeared off the face of the earth, tis just that nothin much has happened since i last blogged. Christmas was fun considerin there was just me to cook for & things went very well for me. NYE was an absolute scream cos i'd gone to my local to see in 2007, got talkin to no end of peeps & i got my pic taken at least 5 times( NO the camera didn't break). I spent the rest of the nite sat with a group of about 4 or 5 RG's & they really couldn't have been any nicer to me.....they had no probs at all, which was nice but what was even nicer was the fact that even the pub regulars were talkin too. Truly did feel as though i've been accepted by all which does my confidence the power of good. Did'nt get home til after 2am, so called Karen & Mere to wish them both a happy new year.At this precise moment i'm just waitin for my 2nd appt at Ch X & should have it sometime soon. In 6 weeks time i have a BIG bd comin up(my 40th) & am busy sorting things out cos i'm havin a party at my place & have asked about 12 girls if they fancy comin.I have already ordered a cake to be specially made & i have no idea what its gonna be like so i will just have to wait & see. I'm gonna be gettin the bestest bd prezzie EVER cos charllet's makin the long trip down from Cumnock to be with me & i tells ya i just cannae wait see her again. It's only last december she was last here but it feels like a Lifetime. I often sit dreamin of the day when we can be together permanently with no need for all the travelllin she does. Maybe this year it will happen.....who knows??
    811 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Just thought i'd let ya know i aint disappeared off the face of the earth, tis just that nothin much has happened since i last blogged. Christmas was fun considerin there was just me to cook for & things went very well for me. NYE was an absolute scream cos i'd gone to my local to see in 2007, got talkin to no end of peeps & i got my pic taken at least 5 times( NO the camera didn't break). I spent the rest of the nite sat with a group of about 4 or 5 RG's & they really couldn't have been any nicer to me.....they had no probs at all, which was nice but what was even nicer was the fact that even the pub regulars were talkin too. Truly did feel as though i've been accepted by all which does my confidence the power of good. Did'nt get home til after 2am, so called Karen & Mere to wish them both a happy new year.At this precise moment i'm just waitin for my 2nd appt at Ch X & should have it sometime soon. In 6 weeks time i have a BIG bd comin up(my 40th) & am busy sorting things out cos i'm havin a party at my place & have asked about 12 girls if they fancy comin.I have already ordered a cake to be specially made & i have no idea what its gonna be like so i will just have to wait & see. I'm gonna be gettin the bestest bd prezzie EVER cos charllet's makin the long trip down from Cumnock to be with me & i tells ya i just cannae wait see her again. It's only last december she was last here but it feels like a Lifetime. I often sit dreamin of the day when we can be together permanently with no need for all the travelllin she does. Maybe this year it will happen.....who knows??
    Jan 14, 2007 811
  • 24 Dec 2006
    Well, here it is almost christmas & i'm kinda lookin forward to it even though it looks like there'll be just me for christmas dinner this year. I know its not an ideal situation but tis just one of those things. But WHAT a year 2006 has been for me in so many ways & a LOT of that is down to one girl here on TW, My Charllet(aka Lovebug) cos without her love to keep me going i would not have got this far.So Far this year we've done the april tx,Sparkle in june( both 1sts for charllet)& she's been down to mine on countless occasions. We got to meet 2 of our TW sisters from the other side of the pond in Gloria & Robyn & i must say Glo's just like i expected her to be...full of life & energy, Justine's the same & as for Mags & M/A( 2 of the nicest peeps i have ever met). I also got to meet a good friend of mine from down under...Joanne Lee & we got on great so we did.Also this year i got to meet stefy clarke who'm i've been friends with a long time.So as you can see its been quite a year but it would not be right if i didnt mention a few of the very good friends i have here at TW......Charllet, Justine,Katie Glover,Danique,Mariette,Mere, lucy Diamond, Lucy dawlish,Alex Mac,christina, fay,Monika......i could go on & last but by no means least our dearly departed & sadly missed sister Rebecca Rikkers who touched so many hearts in the short time she was here with us, she was a true angel.I Most Probably wont blog again this year but i'd just like to wish ALL my dear friends at TW a very merry xmas & a happy 2007......i love you ALL!Anna-Marie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
    704 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Well, here it is almost christmas & i'm kinda lookin forward to it even though it looks like there'll be just me for christmas dinner this year. I know its not an ideal situation but tis just one of those things. But WHAT a year 2006 has been for me in so many ways & a LOT of that is down to one girl here on TW, My Charllet(aka Lovebug) cos without her love to keep me going i would not have got this far.So Far this year we've done the april tx,Sparkle in june( both 1sts for charllet)& she's been down to mine on countless occasions. We got to meet 2 of our TW sisters from the other side of the pond in Gloria & Robyn & i must say Glo's just like i expected her to be...full of life & energy, Justine's the same & as for Mags & M/A( 2 of the nicest peeps i have ever met). I also got to meet a good friend of mine from down under...Joanne Lee & we got on great so we did.Also this year i got to meet stefy clarke who'm i've been friends with a long time.So as you can see its been quite a year but it would not be right if i didnt mention a few of the very good friends i have here at TW......Charllet, Justine,Katie Glover,Danique,Mariette,Mere, lucy Diamond, Lucy dawlish,Alex Mac,christina, fay,Monika......i could go on & last but by no means least our dearly departed & sadly missed sister Rebecca Rikkers who touched so many hearts in the short time she was here with us, she was a true angel.I Most Probably wont blog again this year but i'd just like to wish ALL my dear friends at TW a very merry xmas & a happy 2007......i love you ALL!Anna-Marie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
    Dec 24, 2006 704
  • 16 Dec 2006
    Well....title says it all reallyI've just about got myself together after this morning after Charllet left me to make the LONG trip back up to cumnock After Spendin the most romantic week ever with me. She Arrived here in lowestoft at 8.40pm & we Got back to mine & had summat to eat before settlin down for the evening with a bottle or two of wine.....well we WOULD have had 2 bottles had i not dropped a Full bottle on the floor & sending wine EVERYWHERE!...but there ya go. We had our very own xmas....just the 2 of us & i got some lovely prezzies as did charllet which was nice for us both. Whilst here, we got out every single day despite the weather not being at its best( bl**dy Windy or what) & we sure didn't go hungry either cos i'd lined up a decent meal for every day of the week. Now even I surpassed myself on thursday when we had our very own xmas dinner......turkey, yorkies, Roast Potatos, carrots & Veggies ALL cooked by me( first one to snigger gets a slap...lol!) & it really was enjoyable..even had enough left for a sandwich too. Every single day that i cooked, charllet took care of the washing up which i thought was very food of her.We also got some pics taken too & they all came out very well & that made me happy cos i have something to remember the week by. Last night was Fun too, cos after we'd sorted things out after dinner another T-girl friend of mine popped round to see both of us & we had a right old chin-wag( summat us girls do best). this was the first time Denise had met charllet & i think it went very well. Didn't get to bed til gone 3 am this mornin & only slept for about 2hrs cos i didn't want charllet to have to leave, but leave she had to.We got to the station in plenty of time for her train but it was then that the first tears came & by the time she was on the train it was gettin worse but when the train pulled away THATS when the floodgates opened & did I cry. I guess it was a mix of Happy & Sad. Sad that it all had to come to an end; Happy that we'd had a truly wonderful romantic week in each others company. I wont have to wait too long til charlllet's back cos she's comin back next feb for my 40th BD bash at my house which will be fun cos there'll be a dozen of us. The person that said parting is such sweet sorrow......well i'd like to shake him/her by the hand cos they are SO right!
    675 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Well....title says it all reallyI've just about got myself together after this morning after Charllet left me to make the LONG trip back up to cumnock After Spendin the most romantic week ever with me. She Arrived here in lowestoft at 8.40pm & we Got back to mine & had summat to eat before settlin down for the evening with a bottle or two of wine.....well we WOULD have had 2 bottles had i not dropped a Full bottle on the floor & sending wine EVERYWHERE!...but there ya go. We had our very own xmas....just the 2 of us & i got some lovely prezzies as did charllet which was nice for us both. Whilst here, we got out every single day despite the weather not being at its best( bl**dy Windy or what) & we sure didn't go hungry either cos i'd lined up a decent meal for every day of the week. Now even I surpassed myself on thursday when we had our very own xmas dinner......turkey, yorkies, Roast Potatos, carrots & Veggies ALL cooked by me( first one to snigger gets a slap...lol!) & it really was enjoyable..even had enough left for a sandwich too. Every single day that i cooked, charllet took care of the washing up which i thought was very food of her.We also got some pics taken too & they all came out very well & that made me happy cos i have something to remember the week by. Last night was Fun too, cos after we'd sorted things out after dinner another T-girl friend of mine popped round to see both of us & we had a right old chin-wag( summat us girls do best). this was the first time Denise had met charllet & i think it went very well. Didn't get to bed til gone 3 am this mornin & only slept for about 2hrs cos i didn't want charllet to have to leave, but leave she had to.We got to the station in plenty of time for her train but it was then that the first tears came & by the time she was on the train it was gettin worse but when the train pulled away THATS when the floodgates opened & did I cry. I guess it was a mix of Happy & Sad. Sad that it all had to come to an end; Happy that we'd had a truly wonderful romantic week in each others company. I wont have to wait too long til charlllet's back cos she's comin back next feb for my 40th BD bash at my house which will be fun cos there'll be a dozen of us. The person that said parting is such sweet sorrow......well i'd like to shake him/her by the hand cos they are SO right!
    Dec 16, 2006 675
  • 04 Dec 2006
    Well i gotta say tis been one hell of day for so many different reasons.....but today began with me getting the 06:43 Train from lowestoft into London Liverpool Street, arriving at 9:35am & giving me time to get a cab for my journey to charing Cross( Claybrook Centre) so i could be in time for my 10:30 Appt with Dr Lorimer. Everything i'd heard said about him was true cos he really did make me feel so at ease with everything. He asked me all kinds of questions about all kinds of things & i answered them all as honest & truthful as possible. I was in with him for an hour, when he said somethin i wasn't expecting. He sent me off to the main hospital for a blood test( somethin i was not expecting til my 2nd Appt).....now the main Ch X is bloody HUGE & i did get lost once or twice but eventually found my way to where i had to be.Whilst waitin for my test, i got chatting to another TS who was there same thing.....pity i forgot to ask her name. I got in & out in about an hour, which gave me just enough time to get a cab back to Liverpool st in time to catch the 15:38 Train home to lowestoft. I gotta say you've never seen SO MANY peeps in the one place as i did cos that station was BUZZING. I managed to get summat to eat before i got on my train & just dropped into my seat, relieved that i'd got through what had been a very emotional day for so many different reasons. I did'nt get back into lowestoft til gone 7pm, & walked through my door about half an hour after that. I was just SO relieved that things went very well but one thing pleased me MORE than anythin else & that was the fact that my mum. & MY DAD said that they were both so very proud of me for coping with goin all that way for such an important Appt by myself. I tells ya....this Girl aint stopped smiling since!
    633 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Well i gotta say tis been one hell of day for so many different reasons.....but today began with me getting the 06:43 Train from lowestoft into London Liverpool Street, arriving at 9:35am & giving me time to get a cab for my journey to charing Cross( Claybrook Centre) so i could be in time for my 10:30 Appt with Dr Lorimer. Everything i'd heard said about him was true cos he really did make me feel so at ease with everything. He asked me all kinds of questions about all kinds of things & i answered them all as honest & truthful as possible. I was in with him for an hour, when he said somethin i wasn't expecting. He sent me off to the main hospital for a blood test( somethin i was not expecting til my 2nd Appt).....now the main Ch X is bloody HUGE & i did get lost once or twice but eventually found my way to where i had to be.Whilst waitin for my test, i got chatting to another TS who was there same thing.....pity i forgot to ask her name. I got in & out in about an hour, which gave me just enough time to get a cab back to Liverpool st in time to catch the 15:38 Train home to lowestoft. I gotta say you've never seen SO MANY peeps in the one place as i did cos that station was BUZZING. I managed to get summat to eat before i got on my train & just dropped into my seat, relieved that i'd got through what had been a very emotional day for so many different reasons. I did'nt get back into lowestoft til gone 7pm, & walked through my door about half an hour after that. I was just SO relieved that things went very well but one thing pleased me MORE than anythin else & that was the fact that my mum. & MY DAD said that they were both so very proud of me for coping with goin all that way for such an important Appt by myself. I tells ya....this Girl aint stopped smiling since!
    Dec 04, 2006 633
  • 03 Dec 2006
    Nervous as hell.......you BET i am, cos i'm off down to london, to Charing Cross for my first appointment  at the Gender Clinic & i would be telling porkies if i said i wasnt nervous cos i am. I am sure that once i get down there everything will be fine cos i have heard lots of good things about Dr Lorimer that will put my min at ease. I'll certainly have plenty of time to think about things on the way down cos i leave here at 6.43am & get into liverpool st at 9.30am then tis a 30 minute taxi ride to Ch X. i'm goin this way, cos i would never use the underground mainly cos since i was little i have been scared of it. My Appt's for 10:30 so after that it'll be a dash back to Liverpool St to catch the train back to lowestoft which leaves there at 13:38 & gets me home at 16:33, but not before i've fed myself.watch this space cos there sure as hell is MORE to come!
    668 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Nervous as hell.......you BET i am, cos i'm off down to london, to Charing Cross for my first appointment  at the Gender Clinic & i would be telling porkies if i said i wasnt nervous cos i am. I am sure that once i get down there everything will be fine cos i have heard lots of good things about Dr Lorimer that will put my min at ease. I'll certainly have plenty of time to think about things on the way down cos i leave here at 6.43am & get into liverpool st at 9.30am then tis a 30 minute taxi ride to Ch X. i'm goin this way, cos i would never use the underground mainly cos since i was little i have been scared of it. My Appt's for 10:30 so after that it'll be a dash back to Liverpool St to catch the train back to lowestoft which leaves there at 13:38 & gets me home at 16:33, but not before i've fed myself.watch this space cos there sure as hell is MORE to come!
    Dec 03, 2006 668
  • 30 Nov 2006
    Today in the post, i recieved the letter i'd been waitin so LONG for, From Charing Cross regarding my 1st Appt with Dr Lorimer. Originally i should've gone on the 11th but cos it was gonna be a prob getting down there for 9.30 i asked them if there was another one going & there is. Its this monday at10:30 which is a bit better than before. It now means i got heaps to arrange before i go on monday, Leaving Lowestoft at 06:43 & Arriving at London Liverpool St at 09:25....leavin me an hour to get to ch X. Now, it FINALLY feels like i'm progressing but it's taken so long to get to this point & whilst the wait has been tough on me...it seems as though my patience has finally paid off.  Wish me luck Girls!
    739 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Today in the post, i recieved the letter i'd been waitin so LONG for, From Charing Cross regarding my 1st Appt with Dr Lorimer. Originally i should've gone on the 11th but cos it was gonna be a prob getting down there for 9.30 i asked them if there was another one going & there is. Its this monday at10:30 which is a bit better than before. It now means i got heaps to arrange before i go on monday, Leaving Lowestoft at 06:43 & Arriving at London Liverpool St at 09:25....leavin me an hour to get to ch X. Now, it FINALLY feels like i'm progressing but it's taken so long to get to this point & whilst the wait has been tough on me...it seems as though my patience has finally paid off.  Wish me luck Girls!
    Nov 30, 2006 739
  • 29 Nov 2006
    I thought it was about time i blogged again so here goes.....A few  things have happened in the last few weeks to make me happy. I've had the new PC for a while & tis much better than the old one cos there's that much more i can do with it....& i can noe get into TW chat, which i've missed but noe i have the probs sorted out.In just over a week i'll have charllet(Lovebug) comin down to stay with me a week before christmas & that something i am really lookin forward to cos although it's been mid-Sept since i last saw her it just feels so much LONGER since she was last here. We're even gonna have our very own christmas dinner while she's here.....turkey & all the trimmings ..& YES i am gonna cook it myself which'll be fun. But talkin of christmas, i have now made my plans but they're not exactly ideal but under the circumstances they could be worse. Christmas day itself, i normally would go round to mums but tis gonna be different this year cos i want a day where i can be me 100%. My Dad's STILL not ready to have me at his house fully "femme", which is a bit of a pain but he's finding it hard to come to terms with things  but he's gettin there. so on christmas eve Mum & dad are comin round for drinks to make up for me missin out on xmas day. This will be the VERY first time he'll have seen me fully "femme"which will be a BIG step for both of us but i am sure we'll cope fine. Better not have too much to drink cos i'm goin to the midnight mass at the church right opposite my house....i guess i'll just HAVE to make up for it when i get back home won't i? i know the day's gonna be hard for both me & mum but i've wanted my first femme xmas for so long & now i'm finally gonna get it i feel so good inside. BUT i will have mum comin round on boxing day for the whole day which will be nice for the both of us but while we're doin our thing, i will most certainly be raising a glass or 3 to our Dearly loved & Missed rebecca cos she was taken  from us far too young but i have a feeling that she'll be watching over ALL of us wherever we are & whoever we're with.....
    671 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • I thought it was about time i blogged again so here goes.....A few  things have happened in the last few weeks to make me happy. I've had the new PC for a while & tis much better than the old one cos there's that much more i can do with it....& i can noe get into TW chat, which i've missed but noe i have the probs sorted out.In just over a week i'll have charllet(Lovebug) comin down to stay with me a week before christmas & that something i am really lookin forward to cos although it's been mid-Sept since i last saw her it just feels so much LONGER since she was last here. We're even gonna have our very own christmas dinner while she's here.....turkey & all the trimmings ..& YES i am gonna cook it myself which'll be fun. But talkin of christmas, i have now made my plans but they're not exactly ideal but under the circumstances they could be worse. Christmas day itself, i normally would go round to mums but tis gonna be different this year cos i want a day where i can be me 100%. My Dad's STILL not ready to have me at his house fully "femme", which is a bit of a pain but he's finding it hard to come to terms with things  but he's gettin there. so on christmas eve Mum & dad are comin round for drinks to make up for me missin out on xmas day. This will be the VERY first time he'll have seen me fully "femme"which will be a BIG step for both of us but i am sure we'll cope fine. Better not have too much to drink cos i'm goin to the midnight mass at the church right opposite my house....i guess i'll just HAVE to make up for it when i get back home won't i? i know the day's gonna be hard for both me & mum but i've wanted my first femme xmas for so long & now i'm finally gonna get it i feel so good inside. BUT i will have mum comin round on boxing day for the whole day which will be nice for the both of us but while we're doin our thing, i will most certainly be raising a glass or 3 to our Dearly loved & Missed rebecca cos she was taken  from us far too young but i have a feeling that she'll be watching over ALL of us wherever we are & whoever we're with.....
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