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  • 21 May 2006
    This is a sign of just how far i have progressed, and been "accepted" since i started living F/T. Earlier this week A friend who worked for Norfolk Mental Health( suffolk aint got one), asked me if i fancied attending a conference at our College of FE....of course i said yes. The Thing itself is to do with Diversity in the county of Suffolk. This Means EVERYTHING from GBL & TG issues to Race,Religion, Disability and the like.It'll give me a few ideas to help with something i'm tryin to start up. There's also the possibilty that i MAY have to say a few words, tellin everyone what it's like to be TS & living here in lowestoft.....so i may well be sharing my experiences with people,which'll go a fair way to explaining that those who are CD/TV/TS are only human, & so DO feel it when they suffer verbal abuse & the like. I know only too well what its like cos i've had to put up with it. I See this thursday as a sign of just how far i have come in being accepted for who i am not WHAT i am. Could i have forseen me doing something like this 18 months ago when i was first livin F/T?....methinks not somehow. When i think of all thats happened to me over the last 2 years, it seems that at LAST things are getting MUCH easier to handle, if i'm totally honest with myself tis about bl**dy time.
    645 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • This is a sign of just how far i have progressed, and been "accepted" since i started living F/T. Earlier this week A friend who worked for Norfolk Mental Health( suffolk aint got one), asked me if i fancied attending a conference at our College of FE....of course i said yes. The Thing itself is to do with Diversity in the county of Suffolk. This Means EVERYTHING from GBL & TG issues to Race,Religion, Disability and the like.It'll give me a few ideas to help with something i'm tryin to start up. There's also the possibilty that i MAY have to say a few words, tellin everyone what it's like to be TS & living here in lowestoft.....so i may well be sharing my experiences with people,which'll go a fair way to explaining that those who are CD/TV/TS are only human, & so DO feel it when they suffer verbal abuse & the like. I know only too well what its like cos i've had to put up with it. I See this thursday as a sign of just how far i have come in being accepted for who i am not WHAT i am. Could i have forseen me doing something like this 18 months ago when i was first livin F/T?....methinks not somehow. When i think of all thats happened to me over the last 2 years, it seems that at LAST things are getting MUCH easier to handle, if i'm totally honest with myself tis about bl**dy time.
    May 21, 2006 645
  • 09 May 2006
    Well, tis time i blogged again cos i haven't done for a bit & to be honest nothing has really happened since the last time, still waiting to hear from charing X....guess i'll have to be patient a while longer won't i?. But i found this little ditty the other day so i thought i'd share it with you. It goes summat like this" Teddy sits upon his pillowed Throne   With a sweet smile on his face   His precious friend floats from heavens high   With Delicate beauty & Grace   Though his ears may seem too big   and his paws a little clumsy    Gentle butterfly admires him   They are exactly as friends should be   She lifts him up when he is down   He Shelters her from storms   Their Friendship is a lovely gift   Heavenly Love in the purest form"soppy i know but tis me all over......
    641 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Well, tis time i blogged again cos i haven't done for a bit & to be honest nothing has really happened since the last time, still waiting to hear from charing X....guess i'll have to be patient a while longer won't i?. But i found this little ditty the other day so i thought i'd share it with you. It goes summat like this" Teddy sits upon his pillowed Throne   With a sweet smile on his face   His precious friend floats from heavens high   With Delicate beauty & Grace   Though his ears may seem too big   and his paws a little clumsy    Gentle butterfly admires him   They are exactly as friends should be   She lifts him up when he is down   He Shelters her from storms   Their Friendship is a lovely gift   Heavenly Love in the purest form"soppy i know but tis me all over......
    May 09, 2006 641
  • 26 Apr 2006
    These are just a few lines from a certain Song by Bon Jovi that means SO much to me,for obvious reasons, Just like a certain girl means SO MUCH to me too. "I will love you....ALWAYS & i'll be there forever and a day ..ALWAYS I'll be there til the stars don't shine Til the heavens burst & the words don't rhyme and When i die, you'll be on my mind And i'll love you ALWAYS" Am i a soppy mare or what....hehe
    685 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • These are just a few lines from a certain Song by Bon Jovi that means SO much to me,for obvious reasons, Just like a certain girl means SO MUCH to me too. "I will love you....ALWAYS & i'll be there forever and a day ..ALWAYS I'll be there til the stars don't shine Til the heavens burst & the words don't rhyme and When i die, you'll be on my mind And i'll love you ALWAYS" Am i a soppy mare or what....hehe
    Apr 26, 2006 685
  • 24 Apr 2006
    "Your Eyes make me swoon  Your lips make me stutter  You've only to kiss me  And my Hearts all a-flutter  Just one look from you  Puts Butterflies in my Tum  & if all thats not enough  you've got the sexiest bum"   Now lets see if you can work out who CMG is.....shouldnt be TOO hard should it as i'm gonna give you a BL**dy big clue.....Miss Charllet Michelle Gellar!  
    698 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • "Your Eyes make me swoon  Your lips make me stutter  You've only to kiss me  And my Hearts all a-flutter  Just one look from you  Puts Butterflies in my Tum  & if all thats not enough  you've got the sexiest bum"   Now lets see if you can work out who CMG is.....shouldnt be TOO hard should it as i'm gonna give you a BL**dy big clue.....Miss Charllet Michelle Gellar!  
    Apr 24, 2006 698
  • 12 Apr 2006
    I'm one VERY happy girl tonight & i'll tell you for why. Today i had an Appt with Dr Olive to see about me starting hormones in the near future and i have to say i got on very well with him. Infact it really couldn't have gone any better than it did. My Appt was for 2.30, but i didn't get out until nearer 4 pm. Dr olive asked me no end of questions about myself & other things,which i answered as honestly as i could.Now for the good bit......he's more than satisfied that mine is a bona-fide case so what he's going to do is this. He'll write 2 letters for me, one to the PCT (primary care trust),cos if i do start hormones then they will be the ones paying for it. The other one will be referring me to Charing Cross hospital,so i can see someone there.When he said that he couldn't see me having any problems, i just could not stop smiling!!. I should hear from Charing X in a few months & i have to go back to Dr Olive in August for another appt.Just feels like i'm floating on air cos i'm so happy. So as the title goes....i'm one VERY happy girl & with good reason too.
    698 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • I'm one VERY happy girl tonight & i'll tell you for why. Today i had an Appt with Dr Olive to see about me starting hormones in the near future and i have to say i got on very well with him. Infact it really couldn't have gone any better than it did. My Appt was for 2.30, but i didn't get out until nearer 4 pm. Dr olive asked me no end of questions about myself & other things,which i answered as honestly as i could.Now for the good bit......he's more than satisfied that mine is a bona-fide case so what he's going to do is this. He'll write 2 letters for me, one to the PCT (primary care trust),cos if i do start hormones then they will be the ones paying for it. The other one will be referring me to Charing Cross hospital,so i can see someone there.When he said that he couldn't see me having any problems, i just could not stop smiling!!. I should hear from Charing X in a few months & i have to go back to Dr Olive in August for another appt.Just feels like i'm floating on air cos i'm so happy. So as the title goes....i'm one VERY happy girl & with good reason too.
    Apr 12, 2006 698
  • 11 Apr 2006
    Why is it that parting is SUCH a hard thing to do when you love someone so much. I'm askin that cos since 7.51 am this morning i have been in a dreadful state. Why??....cos after a truly fantastic week together,Charllet ( my lovebug) left lowestoft to make the long trip back home to cumnock. Last night i was tryin my best to block things out but the harder i tried the worse it became to try & hold myself together. This morning i purposely didn't do any make up cos i knew what i'd be like.....and i was right. Floods of tears, a mix of sad & happy. Sad that she had to leave me but Happy that we'd had a truly romantic time together at tx and after, and that i'd looked after her whilst she was here. It'll take a few hours for me to get myself together but i will get there eventually. I will be waitng for ONE certain phone call this evening to say she's arrived home safely. Then,just maybe a smile will re-appear on my face once more.
    656 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Why is it that parting is SUCH a hard thing to do when you love someone so much. I'm askin that cos since 7.51 am this morning i have been in a dreadful state. Why??....cos after a truly fantastic week together,Charllet ( my lovebug) left lowestoft to make the long trip back home to cumnock. Last night i was tryin my best to block things out but the harder i tried the worse it became to try & hold myself together. This morning i purposely didn't do any make up cos i knew what i'd be like.....and i was right. Floods of tears, a mix of sad & happy. Sad that she had to leave me but Happy that we'd had a truly romantic time together at tx and after, and that i'd looked after her whilst she was here. It'll take a few hours for me to get myself together but i will get there eventually. I will be waitng for ONE certain phone call this evening to say she's arrived home safely. Then,just maybe a smile will re-appear on my face once more.
    Apr 11, 2006 656
  • 09 Apr 2006
    I Can't Believe how busy its been here, or i would have blogged sooner than i Have done. Last w/e was SUCH a blast i can tell you.I left lowestoft  at one pm on the saturday afternoon for the trip down to London for TX. It was the first time i'd been to london since going F/T and i loved it i tell ya. From Ipswich down to london i was sat with two Chinese Girls, who talked non-stop all the way to Liverpool St & it was fun listening to them nattering away.Got to the thistle around 4-ish to await Charllets arrival, got meself a drink at the bar & sat down. I literally had to pinch myself to believe i was actually there... Anyway 4.45 And Charllet arrived. I saw her come in and i started fillin up inside but i held it together for once.Got up to the room & dumped our things on the Bed whilst i went over the road for a chinese & a bottle of Bubbly.....which i'd promised her.Anyway we were soon ready & off to TX.now seein as it was charllet's first time there she coped very well i gotta say. Got a drink each & found somewhere to sit so we could see what was going on. It wasn't long before i started recognising peeps.... there was Simone, Susan, Diane, Andrea, Jane, Connie & tracy......the list goes on!!. It just felt SO good to be back amongst good friends like them. By 1 am we'd had enough & got a taxi back to the hotel for a nightcap before bed. whilst There we had an RG come across to where we were sat & she took our piccy which i thought was very nice of her. After that it was time for bed, but not before we'd drunk the bubbly that i'd got for us to share. Woke the following Morning with one HELL of a hangover, but the famous thistle Brekkie soon took care of that. By 12, it was time to grab a taxi to Liverpool St for The train back to Lowestoft(via Norwich)left at 12.30. I must admit i had a lump in my throat as we left london but i know i'll be back there soon i hope. Arrived back home at 4 that afternoon & just Chilled out for the rest of the day.From Monday onwards, I just spoiled her(charllet) somethin rotten with my cooking,...Yes Mere she survived that!!!. We Managed to Get out to town every day which was Goood in lots of ways i gotta say. Even had Lunch out as well. On the Thursday i managed to get a pair of black ankle boots in Evans sale for noyl £15.00......how good is that!.I must admit that i am NOT looking forward to tuesday morning at all cos thats when charllet( my Lovebug) has to make the long trip back to Cumnock in scotland..via Norwch,Peterboro, Edinburgh & Glasgow. I guess all good things gotta end sooner or later,cos she's got her family & friends back north of the border but it doesn't make parting any easier i tell you. But i know we've had a truly amazing 10 days & will both have so many memories to loook back on for a long time to come. But on the positive side, in 2 months sparkle will be upon us & we are both looking forward to that SO much i can tell you. plan at the Mo is for charllet to come here on the weds & both travel up to Manchester together for sparkle, then back here for a week. So although i know i'll be sad to see her leave on tues, i know deep down inside that we have something BIG to look forward to in June So that'll keep a smile on my face. the phone calls & txts will keep me sane until then i hope.....not to mention Chatting on Yahoo IM til the early hours of the morning.so come tues i'll be sad i know, but lookimng forward expectantly to what we have to come in a short 2 months time. But what i have got to look forward to on wednesday which will occupy my mind, & thats my appointment with Dr Olive at 2.30 to see about Getting me started on HRT. Its something i have been wanting for SO long & now it looks as though i'll get my chance. I will no doubt have lots to askl Dr olive about what will happen if i do get on them, but i am not expecting to be put on HRT straight away. I can see it taking several Appts before that happens so i'm gonna have to be a patient girl but i guess i can handle that.
    711 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • I Can't Believe how busy its been here, or i would have blogged sooner than i Have done. Last w/e was SUCH a blast i can tell you.I left lowestoft  at one pm on the saturday afternoon for the trip down to London for TX. It was the first time i'd been to london since going F/T and i loved it i tell ya. From Ipswich down to london i was sat with two Chinese Girls, who talked non-stop all the way to Liverpool St & it was fun listening to them nattering away.Got to the thistle around 4-ish to await Charllets arrival, got meself a drink at the bar & sat down. I literally had to pinch myself to believe i was actually there... Anyway 4.45 And Charllet arrived. I saw her come in and i started fillin up inside but i held it together for once.Got up to the room & dumped our things on the Bed whilst i went over the road for a chinese & a bottle of Bubbly.....which i'd promised her.Anyway we were soon ready & off to TX.now seein as it was charllet's first time there she coped very well i gotta say. Got a drink each & found somewhere to sit so we could see what was going on. It wasn't long before i started recognising peeps.... there was Simone, Susan, Diane, Andrea, Jane, Connie & tracy......the list goes on!!. It just felt SO good to be back amongst good friends like them. By 1 am we'd had enough & got a taxi back to the hotel for a nightcap before bed. whilst There we had an RG come across to where we were sat & she took our piccy which i thought was very nice of her. After that it was time for bed, but not before we'd drunk the bubbly that i'd got for us to share. Woke the following Morning with one HELL of a hangover, but the famous thistle Brekkie soon took care of that. By 12, it was time to grab a taxi to Liverpool St for The train back to Lowestoft(via Norwich)left at 12.30. I must admit i had a lump in my throat as we left london but i know i'll be back there soon i hope. Arrived back home at 4 that afternoon & just Chilled out for the rest of the day.From Monday onwards, I just spoiled her(charllet) somethin rotten with my cooking,...Yes Mere she survived that!!!. We Managed to Get out to town every day which was Goood in lots of ways i gotta say. Even had Lunch out as well. On the Thursday i managed to get a pair of black ankle boots in Evans sale for noyl £15.00......how good is that!.I must admit that i am NOT looking forward to tuesday morning at all cos thats when charllet( my Lovebug) has to make the long trip back to Cumnock in scotland..via Norwch,Peterboro, Edinburgh & Glasgow. I guess all good things gotta end sooner or later,cos she's got her family & friends back north of the border but it doesn't make parting any easier i tell you. But i know we've had a truly amazing 10 days & will both have so many memories to loook back on for a long time to come. But on the positive side, in 2 months sparkle will be upon us & we are both looking forward to that SO much i can tell you. plan at the Mo is for charllet to come here on the weds & both travel up to Manchester together for sparkle, then back here for a week. So although i know i'll be sad to see her leave on tues, i know deep down inside that we have something BIG to look forward to in June So that'll keep a smile on my face. the phone calls & txts will keep me sane until then i hope.....not to mention Chatting on Yahoo IM til the early hours of the morning.so come tues i'll be sad i know, but lookimng forward expectantly to what we have to come in a short 2 months time. But what i have got to look forward to on wednesday which will occupy my mind, & thats my appointment with Dr Olive at 2.30 to see about Getting me started on HRT. Its something i have been wanting for SO long & now it looks as though i'll get my chance. I will no doubt have lots to askl Dr olive about what will happen if i do get on them, but i am not expecting to be put on HRT straight away. I can see it taking several Appts before that happens so i'm gonna have to be a patient girl but i guess i can handle that.
    Apr 09, 2006 711
  • 31 Mar 2006
    Like the title says.....time is ticking away. Tomorrow I'm off down to London For tx ut i'm not on my own this time as my lovebug(AKA miss charllet Gellar) will be with me. It'll be my second time but charllets first, so i'm gonna do everything i can to make it a memorable weekend for her. Last time i went was Aug 04 so it'll be good to catch up with friends old & New. Then We're coming back to mine where i can spoil her summat rotten, and tempt her with my home cookin. Anyone who laughs will get a slap.  & a hard one too hehehe. This is Gonna Be some week i can tell ya!  
    703 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Like the title says.....time is ticking away. Tomorrow I'm off down to London For tx ut i'm not on my own this time as my lovebug(AKA miss charllet Gellar) will be with me. It'll be my second time but charllets first, so i'm gonna do everything i can to make it a memorable weekend for her. Last time i went was Aug 04 so it'll be good to catch up with friends old & New. Then We're coming back to mine where i can spoil her summat rotten, and tempt her with my home cookin. Anyone who laughs will get a slap.  & a hard one too hehehe. This is Gonna Be some week i can tell ya!  
    Mar 31, 2006 703
  • 21 Mar 2006
    Am i Happy or what!!!!....i found out today that the manuscript i'd been working on for months now is DEFINETLY going into print. We have all the Pics that we need & they are currently being inserted into the mass of text and should all be completed early next week. A copy will be printed off so as it can be proof-read for any errors.Once thats been done......the presses will be rolling!. I tell you its going to be a fantastic feeling actually seeing my name in print....it really is.I bet you all never knew just how talented this girl REALLY is. Well....NOW you know!
    655 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Am i Happy or what!!!!....i found out today that the manuscript i'd been working on for months now is DEFINETLY going into print. We have all the Pics that we need & they are currently being inserted into the mass of text and should all be completed early next week. A copy will be printed off so as it can be proof-read for any errors.Once thats been done......the presses will be rolling!. I tell you its going to be a fantastic feeling actually seeing my name in print....it really is.I bet you all never knew just how talented this girl REALLY is. Well....NOW you know!
    Mar 21, 2006 655
  • 20 Mar 2006
    I am one very happy girl this morning & i'll tell you why. A month or so back, i went to see my cousellor to seek her advice about getting started on hormones & she said she could see no reason why i couldn't start them. She Referred me to a psychiatrist that she knew of. I'd heard nothing for 3 weeks so i called in to see them last Tuesday just to see what was happening.....and they were very helpful. Just imagine the surprise i got when on saturday a letter from them dropped through my letterbox. It was from Dr Olive ( the psych) offering me an appointment to see him on the 12th april.Am i happy or what.....YOU BET I AM!!!. Once i've seen him & he thinks i'm of sound mind to be put on them( anyone who says no will get a slap).So all being well i could be startin on them in about six weeks fingers crossed. This is something i've been wanting for so long & at long last it seems like my wishes have come true. THATS why i'm such a happy girl today.......
    714 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • I am one very happy girl this morning & i'll tell you why. A month or so back, i went to see my cousellor to seek her advice about getting started on hormones & she said she could see no reason why i couldn't start them. She Referred me to a psychiatrist that she knew of. I'd heard nothing for 3 weeks so i called in to see them last Tuesday just to see what was happening.....and they were very helpful. Just imagine the surprise i got when on saturday a letter from them dropped through my letterbox. It was from Dr Olive ( the psych) offering me an appointment to see him on the 12th april.Am i happy or what.....YOU BET I AM!!!. Once i've seen him & he thinks i'm of sound mind to be put on them( anyone who says no will get a slap).So all being well i could be startin on them in about six weeks fingers crossed. This is something i've been wanting for so long & at long last it seems like my wishes have come true. THATS why i'm such a happy girl today.......
    Mar 20, 2006 714