Time well spent?

• Posted by Rachel de Blanc November 3, 2008 Filed in Society Girl's Personal Blogs 978 views
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  On Saturday I was able to enjoy some femme time, dressed (down) and doing nothing in particular, the odd chore, reading the paper, etc, just being normal really. But of course it was a snatched three hours stolen from normal life, but the theft was valuable, uplifting and energising. I visited TWeb and drew courage to chat a while. Not that courage is actually necessary to do that, just the free time.
  
  It’s only clothes and make-up I know, but the release and benefits one can gain from simply releasing a personality that is mostly constrained are remarkable. A normally earnest, solemn and slightly misogynistic person becomes more fluid, lucid and engaging. A sense of light-headedness being the result of dropping the doubts and weights of man-nerisms.
  
  The warmth dissipates slowly, when back to reality you are able to retain a sense of the moments passed. It’s then that you are most conspicuous, because you urgently inspect every passing girl for fashion direction, questions on hairstyles, colours and eyebrow shapes. You literally want to be in their shoes. But mostly you feel empathy and warmth and look more considerately for engaging emotional contact.
  
  Yes, the hours stolen from a Saturday afternoon may have been wasteful, but the benefits lasted the whole weekend and beyond. It’s probable that my life would be significantly improved if I had the means to convert all of my hours to this improved state of being. But unable to do this I’ll just have to continue to rob R****** to pay Rachel.