August 13, 2004 6:49 PM BST
It is possible to have a hetero man, or woman, as a boyfriend/girlfriend or even husband/wife. It happens. Certainly we know of many t girls who's wives stay with them. They only have to really love you more than anyone else in their life. They have to love the true you that is inside you. When you really love someone you will deal with anything to make it work. If they won't, well, they probably weren't worth having, as painful as that is. We do have to recognize that there are biological and environmental programming that confuse the issue for such partners. If we are not understanding of them we cannot expect them to do any better. We are, through no fault of our own, the ones who are "out of step". I'd like to say, "our bad luck", but I can't see it as bad. I guess that leaves it up to me to put out that extra effort to help someone I care for deal with what they have to to be with me. Or I have to accept being alone. Having been unable to make a relationship work permanently as a hetero male, I certainly don't expect a relationship to fall into my lap intact as a t girl. It's like that poll on what would you choose to change about yourself. Almost all of the choices were things we CAN affect to some degree. Time to decide whether to stare at the lemons or make lemonade.
Among many Native American tribes we were seen as special, spiritual and exceptional people who were welcomed and valued, even honored and allowed to live as we chose. It isn't us, it is the culture we live in. Think about our sister in Syria and how hard she has it. Not so bad in Los Angeles or London.
Nothing is guaranteed in life. If you want that special person you have to work hard, be understanding and supportive and make yourself someone worth all the hurt they will take to be with you.