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  • The Raven Haired Lady

    The bar was dark and tacky , i had been hit on by a few greasy men and had drank to many vodka cokes The door opened She walked in with black hair She walked in, I could smell the despair She walked in, I could see the desperation I called her over she did not need to speak i put my arms around her ...
  • Dancing

    There was a soft jolt , i awoke, were finally at Brighton Stepping from the train to the platform being careful of the gap, i walked though the ticket barriers inserting my season ticket into the slot from which i always panicked it would not emerge. Outside the station i joined a cue for a Cab, the...
  • Red Wine and Thoughts – Such a bad idea

    Where does one start wine one is looking at the dark depths of a wine glass and reflecting on the recent past, Well where else but with a blog post. So here is the blog post in question, I do not expect it will bring any world shattering revelations but perhaps I can find some clarity in spilling a...
  • the tear

    The splash was audible, the tear falling on the bathroom floor landed with a distinctive plop.It, the tear had been trying to escape rolling to the corner of my eye, but I had in a desperate attempt to delay it departure from my eye focused solidly the top of the guy’s head,The guy arguing with me,T...
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  • the tear

    The splash was audible, the tear falling on the bathroom floor landed with a distinctive plop.It, the tear had been trying to escape rolling to the corner of my eye, but I had in a desperate attempt to delay it departure from my eye focused solidly the top of the guy’s head,The guy arguing with me,T...
  • De Transitioning - what it is like on a day to day basis [MTF]

    Update 7:36 am - So at work - the Testorone gel has finally kicked in - the other emotions are under the surface still but at least there under the surface - i can function at least for now. 550am - So one thing to say FUCK!I knew this could happen, you see it’s the backlash of coming off estrogen a...
  • A Past

    I opened my eyes the sun flooded in I stretched and yarned, folding the nighty I had warn all night over the back of my chair my little bear looked up at me reminding me I had to fix his seam after years of being hugged and passed from family member to family member he had become the worse for wear ...
  • Identity

    Identity is a strange thing we have ourselves an image of who we are. The world has a different image of who we are. We also have a image we try to project for the world to see , this maybe our true image – but may also be some sort of visual lie, to make the world accept you .I guess in a lot of...
  • Adventures with a American Lady

    It had started with a innocent kiss  a peck good night, we fell asleep fully dressed – with only the intension to get some sleep before the long day ahead a few hours lay on the bed as friends. I awoke surrounded by blissful warmth her hand gently holding me to her , her body heat radiating though ...
  • Shark Fishing

    The original version was published on MONDAY, 19 NOVEMBER 2007 as Sharking : Teeth Wire and deep blue Seas Here http://zuluscorpyon.blogspot.com/2007/11/teeth-wire-and-deep-blue-seas.html New introduction : We arrived at the marina and walk over the floating gang ways to the boat , there were fish s...