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  • 17 Apr 2007
    LONDON TRAINBy Meredith Newton It’s my first time to come visit youI’m anxious, excited, a little scared tooWe’ve waited so long to get to this placeAnd soon we’ll be there face to face I look out of the plane window to the ground down belowKnowing I’ll be there soon ringing your doorThis past year’s been so rough, now I have you hereWe’ll embrace all that we hold so dear The time is coming soonWe’ll be locking ourselves in your room You’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainOh my dear, I’ll be nearThis won’t be in vainYou’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainWhatever may be, you’re still with me, still with meI’ll be on that train Remember what it was like when we first metYou said I was crazy, and I said you betI fell for your beauty, and for your dressA year or two later we don’t feel less Now I’m almost to your doorI won’t want to leave you anymore You’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainOh my dear, I’ll be nearThis won’t be in vainYou’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainWhatever may be, you’re still with me, still with meI’ll be on that train The time is near for us to be aloneRemember the last time we talked on the phoneYou said you loved me and wanted me thereWe’ll be together no matter who cares We’re different, so they all sayWe wouldn’t change it anyway You’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainOh my dear, I’ll be nearThis won’t be in vainYou’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainWhatever may be, you’re still with me, still with meI’ll be on that trainHOLDING HANDS ALONEBy Meredith Newton It was Christmas EveI was all alone, a bottle of gin as my friendI thought of the life I’d lostAnd the one I’d foundI’m not welcome in the first because of the otherJust looking for a home My best friend turned her back on meShe said God didn’t make me this wayShe said I can be curedShe said don’t see herShe used to be a source of strength, but not anymore The only friends who understand meLive so far awayAnd I can’t even call them on the phoneNo money, no job, no way to get byCan’t even dress to go to the corner store Brandi Rose is a good friend of mineShe was hurt by someone she once thought she lovedShe’s doing fine now with some way to goThey think her ex is a heroFor defending George Bush’s liesBrandi is just like me Since when did Heaven ever want usWe’re holding hands aloneI don’t want to wear these clothes anymoreHow much longer until I change this body I’m in I’m sorry if I hurt anyoneI wasn’t trying to lie to youBut would you ever understandWould this make sense to you Since when did Heaven ever want usWe’re holding hands aloneI don’t want to wear these clothes anymoreHow much longer until I change this body I’m in
    479 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • LONDON TRAINBy Meredith Newton It’s my first time to come visit youI’m anxious, excited, a little scared tooWe’ve waited so long to get to this placeAnd soon we’ll be there face to face I look out of the plane window to the ground down belowKnowing I’ll be there soon ringing your doorThis past year’s been so rough, now I have you hereWe’ll embrace all that we hold so dear The time is coming soonWe’ll be locking ourselves in your room You’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainOh my dear, I’ll be nearThis won’t be in vainYou’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainWhatever may be, you’re still with me, still with meI’ll be on that train Remember what it was like when we first metYou said I was crazy, and I said you betI fell for your beauty, and for your dressA year or two later we don’t feel less Now I’m almost to your doorI won’t want to leave you anymore You’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainOh my dear, I’ll be nearThis won’t be in vainYou’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainWhatever may be, you’re still with me, still with meI’ll be on that train The time is near for us to be aloneRemember the last time we talked on the phoneYou said you loved me and wanted me thereWe’ll be together no matter who cares We’re different, so they all sayWe wouldn’t change it anyway You’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainOh my dear, I’ll be nearThis won’t be in vainYou’ll be waiting for meOn that London trainWhatever may be, you’re still with me, still with meI’ll be on that trainHOLDING HANDS ALONEBy Meredith Newton It was Christmas EveI was all alone, a bottle of gin as my friendI thought of the life I’d lostAnd the one I’d foundI’m not welcome in the first because of the otherJust looking for a home My best friend turned her back on meShe said God didn’t make me this wayShe said I can be curedShe said don’t see herShe used to be a source of strength, but not anymore The only friends who understand meLive so far awayAnd I can’t even call them on the phoneNo money, no job, no way to get byCan’t even dress to go to the corner store Brandi Rose is a good friend of mineShe was hurt by someone she once thought she lovedShe’s doing fine now with some way to goThey think her ex is a heroFor defending George Bush’s liesBrandi is just like me Since when did Heaven ever want usWe’re holding hands aloneI don’t want to wear these clothes anymoreHow much longer until I change this body I’m in I’m sorry if I hurt anyoneI wasn’t trying to lie to youBut would you ever understandWould this make sense to you Since when did Heaven ever want usWe’re holding hands aloneI don’t want to wear these clothes anymoreHow much longer until I change this body I’m in
    Apr 17, 2007 479
  • 12 Apr 2007
    My new laptop arrived yesterday, just as I hoped it would.  I had a sure fire way for the UPS guy to show up - I got all dolled up, and, sure enough, the buzzer rang.  This thing is a beauty!I could sit here and regale you with all sorts of stories about what is happening at the museum.  There are so many funny tales to tell.  Me and this one guy Jason have taken to being overly happy when working the coal mine, which makes the visitors wonder what drugs we're on.I might start doing some acting.  Jason has this script, which is registered with the Guild, and is in the producing process.  I haven't read the script yet but saw the character listing.  I told him I was interested in two different parts, both of which are women.  He said I had my choice of either one, and that he thought it was a great idea for me to do this.I also came out to a coworker last week.  She was totally cool about it.I had to miss the endo appointment last week because of work.  I will have to reschedule, as well as get over to the gender clinic as well.  So, a lot has been on hold lately.Still waiting on word about a few things.  I will most likely be moving out of this flat as they want to raise my rent.  I can get a similar type place closer to work, or, if that academy hires me, I will move to a different town altogether.So, I am back now on a daily basis.
    438 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • My new laptop arrived yesterday, just as I hoped it would.  I had a sure fire way for the UPS guy to show up - I got all dolled up, and, sure enough, the buzzer rang.  This thing is a beauty!I could sit here and regale you with all sorts of stories about what is happening at the museum.  There are so many funny tales to tell.  Me and this one guy Jason have taken to being overly happy when working the coal mine, which makes the visitors wonder what drugs we're on.I might start doing some acting.  Jason has this script, which is registered with the Guild, and is in the producing process.  I haven't read the script yet but saw the character listing.  I told him I was interested in two different parts, both of which are women.  He said I had my choice of either one, and that he thought it was a great idea for me to do this.I also came out to a coworker last week.  She was totally cool about it.I had to miss the endo appointment last week because of work.  I will have to reschedule, as well as get over to the gender clinic as well.  So, a lot has been on hold lately.Still waiting on word about a few things.  I will most likely be moving out of this flat as they want to raise my rent.  I can get a similar type place closer to work, or, if that academy hires me, I will move to a different town altogether.So, I am back now on a daily basis.
    Apr 12, 2007 438
  • 09 Apr 2007
    Hi girls,I should be back online on a regular basis within the next day or two.  I was able to obtain a brand new laptop and just waiting for it to be delivered.  I am hoping it arrives tomorrow - Tuesday - when I am home from work.  I have a full day off and plan on using it for all sorts of things, like cooking, cleaning, etc.So, be right back!  Got a lot to tell!
    564 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • Hi girls,I should be back online on a regular basis within the next day or two.  I was able to obtain a brand new laptop and just waiting for it to be delivered.  I am hoping it arrives tomorrow - Tuesday - when I am home from work.  I have a full day off and plan on using it for all sorts of things, like cooking, cleaning, etc.So, be right back!  Got a lot to tell!
    Apr 09, 2007 564
  • 03 Apr 2007
    Girls,I have computer woes these days.  I am FINE!  Really!  I have so much to tell!  I have been coming out more and more,  I look too cute, too!KAREN BRAD - GO AHEAD AND TELL EVERYONE WHAT HAPPENED. Bitch.Lexi - I love you more than ever,
    523 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • Girls,I have computer woes these days.  I am FINE!  Really!  I have so much to tell!  I have been coming out more and more,  I look too cute, too!KAREN BRAD - GO AHEAD AND TELL EVERYONE WHAT HAPPENED. Bitch.Lexi - I love you more than ever,
    Apr 03, 2007 523
  • 19 Mar 2007
    I'm just here for a moment.  I am on campus using the computers there since my laptop is acting up again.  It seems like everytime I get ahead something puts me right back.Last week I was in a really bad mood, and I was loving every minute of it.  Then what does the museum go and do?  I get my evaluation that day, and it was stellar.  I didn't expect such a review since I haven't been there all that long, but they really like me.  I was also ineligible for a raise because I was hired after the cut-off date, but the department managed one for me anyhow.On Friday I had a phone interview with a local academy.  This would be a full time spot with a school.  If I get it I will stay at the museum, but on a seasonal basis.  No need to fully sever those ties.  If I get the job I will definitely move to that town, which is not far away at all.  I would like to be close to my job.  I have to move regardless since, although they sent me a renewal lease, they raised the rent a considerable amount.That's all I have time for now.  Hope to be back soon.Mere
    482 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • I'm just here for a moment.  I am on campus using the computers there since my laptop is acting up again.  It seems like everytime I get ahead something puts me right back.Last week I was in a really bad mood, and I was loving every minute of it.  Then what does the museum go and do?  I get my evaluation that day, and it was stellar.  I didn't expect such a review since I haven't been there all that long, but they really like me.  I was also ineligible for a raise because I was hired after the cut-off date, but the department managed one for me anyhow.On Friday I had a phone interview with a local academy.  This would be a full time spot with a school.  If I get it I will stay at the museum, but on a seasonal basis.  No need to fully sever those ties.  If I get the job I will definitely move to that town, which is not far away at all.  I would like to be close to my job.  I have to move regardless since, although they sent me a renewal lease, they raised the rent a considerable amount.That's all I have time for now.  Hope to be back soon.Mere
    Mar 19, 2007 482
  • 07 Mar 2007
    I just took a huge step today.  I made an appointment with a gender clinic in Chicago.  My endo wanted me to do this, and since I see him in a few weeks, I think I better get this started.This means I have to do a few things concerning my immediate life.  Someone might wind up very hurt.But I am so excited.  I see them in two weeks, just before I see the endo.  Finally.The museum is still going great.  Lots of funny stories.  Including how I wanted to murder an obnoxious 12 year old boy.  It is not a good idea to irritate a coal miner who is not only overtired but in desperate need of coffee, all while holding a pick axe.There is a part of the coal mine session called the man-trip, a short train ride.  When they grease the tracks we cannot get that bloody thing to stop.  We're supposed to stop at the roof bolting operation, and two weeks ago every single one of us slid the man-trip right by it! It was hilarious.So, one step closer now to HRT.
    495 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • I just took a huge step today.  I made an appointment with a gender clinic in Chicago.  My endo wanted me to do this, and since I see him in a few weeks, I think I better get this started.This means I have to do a few things concerning my immediate life.  Someone might wind up very hurt.But I am so excited.  I see them in two weeks, just before I see the endo.  Finally.The museum is still going great.  Lots of funny stories.  Including how I wanted to murder an obnoxious 12 year old boy.  It is not a good idea to irritate a coal miner who is not only overtired but in desperate need of coffee, all while holding a pick axe.There is a part of the coal mine session called the man-trip, a short train ride.  When they grease the tracks we cannot get that bloody thing to stop.  We're supposed to stop at the roof bolting operation, and two weeks ago every single one of us slid the man-trip right by it! It was hilarious.So, one step closer now to HRT.
    Mar 07, 2007 495
  • 05 Mar 2007
    I should have my DSL at home back up and running within the next day or two, so I will be returning here on a regular basis, like I always was.Lots of stuff to tell.  More funny museum stories.Mum is okay after her minor stroke.  Thanks for all your well wishes.Mere
    498 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • I should have my DSL at home back up and running within the next day or two, so I will be returning here on a regular basis, like I always was.Lots of stuff to tell.  More funny museum stories.Mum is okay after her minor stroke.  Thanks for all your well wishes.Mere
    Mar 05, 2007 498
  • 26 Feb 2007
    I love TMBGEverything is plodding along okay.  I have managed my finances to the point where I am not panicking, although the other day I had about $1.02 to my name (after rent was paid).  Despite all this, I am upbeat.I shaved my legs for the first time in a while.  What made it tough was that I didn't realize I was out of shaving gel.  I used soap, and let me tell ya, I had more than one red dot up and down my legs.  Still, last night was the first night in a while I could get all dolled up.  I've been working a lot of hours at the museum to make up for lost time, so I have not been home a lot.By the way, did I mention Lexi yet?Got my car - the Dirty Bird - back last week.  It's nice to be mobile again although tomorrow I will be taking the train to work.  I bought the tickets last week just before my car was ready.  Since I am conserving gas until I get paid in a few days, it makes sense to use these up and that way I can spread out my money evenly.Did I mention I speak to Lexi all the time?  Just wondering.
    470 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • I love TMBGEverything is plodding along okay.  I have managed my finances to the point where I am not panicking, although the other day I had about $1.02 to my name (after rent was paid).  Despite all this, I am upbeat.I shaved my legs for the first time in a while.  What made it tough was that I didn't realize I was out of shaving gel.  I used soap, and let me tell ya, I had more than one red dot up and down my legs.  Still, last night was the first night in a while I could get all dolled up.  I've been working a lot of hours at the museum to make up for lost time, so I have not been home a lot.By the way, did I mention Lexi yet?Got my car - the Dirty Bird - back last week.  It's nice to be mobile again although tomorrow I will be taking the train to work.  I bought the tickets last week just before my car was ready.  Since I am conserving gas until I get paid in a few days, it makes sense to use these up and that way I can spread out my money evenly.Did I mention I speak to Lexi all the time?  Just wondering.
    Feb 26, 2007 470
  • 19 Feb 2007
    I am not around much these days because my DSL at home was cut off due to non-payment.  If all goes the way it has been lately, I should have zero dollars at the end of the week, with payday still a week off.  I have to think of something, and quick.Still at the museum.  I had to miss two days lately.  Thankfully I can make up the hours.  The thing is, if I hadn't missed those days these extra hours would have been nice overtime.I will try to get back online on a regular basis as soon as I can.
    476 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • I am not around much these days because my DSL at home was cut off due to non-payment.  If all goes the way it has been lately, I should have zero dollars at the end of the week, with payday still a week off.  I have to think of something, and quick.Still at the museum.  I had to miss two days lately.  Thankfully I can make up the hours.  The thing is, if I hadn't missed those days these extra hours would have been nice overtime.I will try to get back online on a regular basis as soon as I can.
    Feb 19, 2007 476
  • 12 Feb 2007
    Hi girls, My DSL was cut because I have not been able to pay my phone bill. They get funny like that. Thankfully I have my cell. I get online whenever I can. I am on campus now and am openly accessing TW here in the faculty room. Let 'em think what they want. Financial woes are starting to continue again, so I'm having to do without a lot. But, having already been through hell and beyond, I will get through this. Me and Gloria made peace last week. I'm glad. I hate fighting. FROM THE DEPARTMENT OF "CAN WE BE MORE STUPID?" More museum stuff: Last Thursday I was stuck on the Zephyr on another VERY cold day. The train is right by the parking garage so cold air permeates the area. I was working with Jim, an elderly gentleman who really should retire, although he is an excellent Interpreter. Some dope comes up to us, puts his hands about chest-high, and says "Have you seen a single woman about this tall?" Wow. What a detailed description. Jim swiftly replied "Yeah, and she asked me what I'm doing tonight." If you could have seen the look on this guy's face....... We get this sort of thing all the time. "Have you seen some kids around here?" Oh, about 500 or so (literally!). We're still as perverted as ever in the department. I have been labeled as sick and twisted. I also think they're really getting suspicious. Got to get back to class preparation. Mere
    478 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • Hi girls, My DSL was cut because I have not been able to pay my phone bill. They get funny like that. Thankfully I have my cell. I get online whenever I can. I am on campus now and am openly accessing TW here in the faculty room. Let 'em think what they want. Financial woes are starting to continue again, so I'm having to do without a lot. But, having already been through hell and beyond, I will get through this. Me and Gloria made peace last week. I'm glad. I hate fighting. FROM THE DEPARTMENT OF "CAN WE BE MORE STUPID?" More museum stuff: Last Thursday I was stuck on the Zephyr on another VERY cold day. The train is right by the parking garage so cold air permeates the area. I was working with Jim, an elderly gentleman who really should retire, although he is an excellent Interpreter. Some dope comes up to us, puts his hands about chest-high, and says "Have you seen a single woman about this tall?" Wow. What a detailed description. Jim swiftly replied "Yeah, and she asked me what I'm doing tonight." If you could have seen the look on this guy's face....... We get this sort of thing all the time. "Have you seen some kids around here?" Oh, about 500 or so (literally!). We're still as perverted as ever in the department. I have been labeled as sick and twisted. I also think they're really getting suspicious. Got to get back to class preparation. Mere
    Feb 12, 2007 478