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• Hospital Bills $$$$

  by Karen Brad June 5, 2007
  Last year I was billed a total of about $200. So far this year I've been billed around $600. Last year I had 4 operations, long hospital stays, home nursing, boxes & boxes of medical supplies & more doctor visits than I ever want to do for the rest of my life.This year maybe 10% of that. I'm...

• by Karen Brad June 4, 2007
  Julie was just at the door. She realy believes this is just some perverted sex game I won't stop playing. She can not or will not except that theres another reason. She said using transgenderism is only an excuse so that we don't have to see what we realy are.  Sick ass people.Way to many people out...

• by Karen Brad June 4, 2007
  The apartment manager called me this morning to tell me Julie is moving out bacause of the gay guy downstairs.I told him I'm not gay that I'm TS & told him the difference. He seemed allright with it. I told him I've been crossdressing the whole time I've been living here & explaned whats goi...

• Thats Done

  by Karen Brad June 3, 2007
  I was just sitting on my couch watching TV when julie knocked on the door, very loudly. I hurried & changed into shorts thern answerd. She was mad. She said she looked in before she knocked & saw me in my skirt. Then she told me if she ever sees me dressed again we're done forever. I would h...

• Don't know where my life is going

  by Karen Brad June 2, 2007
  Now that I do know I am a TS & want to move on I can't.  It seems that my friends & family don't want to talk to me anymore.This sucks! Yes I'm still having a hard time with depression. I try to pretend it isn't a factor but being alone all the time is letting me think to much, I don't live ...

• Long Summer Ahead

  by Karen Brad June 1, 2007
  Well we have a new robotic cell going up at work. The presses are going in now. When there done then we start the wiring & placing the robots. Sometime this month they want me to start working 12hr days 6 days a week. That could last a while. At least untill late fall.

• MD says No HRT for at least a year.

  by Karen Brad May 27, 2007
  When my shrink Ann sent my medical records to the MD that I was to see he called & said to try again next year. He never set an appointment. She's looking at other ways I can make myself more feminine. I told her it won't be the same that just looking the part isn't what I want. I'm done crying ...

• by Karen Brad May 22, 2007
  Just got home. Yes she is going to let me move on to the next step. She is setting up my appointments. You'll hear more when I do.

• News

  by Karen Brad May 22, 2007
  My shrink wants me to come see her today about my HRT. The message I got sounded pretty upbeat so I hope it's good news.

• Remembering What it Was Like

  by Karen Brad May 20, 2007
  It's funny the things we can remember at night in bed waiting to fall asleep. Like what it felt like to dress while growing up.Like the first time I dressed all out. I had tried on different things but my first time putting on everything & finely getting the zipper up on a dress. I was home alon...