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• Got MY test Done

  by Karen Brad August 19, 2006
  I got my test done Friday morning. I don't want to do that again. They stuck a tube in my behind & started pumping in dye. That reay is not a good feeling. Then told me I had to hold it in. AAARRRGGGHHH!!!  They had me turning this way & that while they took xrays. Then they sat me up & ...

• Some Good News

  by Karen Brad August 16, 2006
  I saw my doctor today. I have 1 test on Friday then surgery next Thursday. I thought this test would be a snap untill I saw the word "enema". He says it's only a precaution to check for a leak. But if it helps me get rid of this bag they can look as deep as they want. Also I don't have to ...

• by Karen Brad August 14, 2006
  Another bad night. Thats all I have anymore. 1 hr of sleep. I'm starting to lose it. I bumped into my fan by the bedroom door, it will never work again. This has got to stop.

• Ready to Scream

  by Karen Brad August 13, 2006
  If I don't get some sleep tonight I don't know what I'm going to do. I felt so tired so I went to bed only to just lay there again. It's like everything bothers me, the bandages, my shirt, the pillow. I feel like I'm ready to cry I'm just so tired of it.On the good side the money I was expecting fro...

• by Karen Brad August 11, 2006
  I fell asleep for 2 whole hrs!!!!

• by Karen Brad August 11, 2006
  Allmost 3:30 in the morning & I can't get to sleep. This has been going on all week. When I do finely sleep it's only for 3 maybe 4 hrs. I started to go get some beer earlier I guess I should have. I don't know if I should go ahead & make some coffee & wait for the paper or try to go bac...

• Feeling Different

  by Karen Brad August 9, 2006
  Sorry my last post was so down. I don't like selfpity but that is how I was feeling at the time. When I'm like that I shouldn't post but I need to get it out somehow. Mere called soon after to talk. We both say whats on our minds & then talk about other things. I allways feel better afterwords. ...

• Lost Faith

  by Karen Brad August 8, 2006
  Things are realy getting tuff money wise. I have bills I can't pay. May lose phone & cable. My family said money is coming but nothing came. A friend has said the samething but nothing came. I will never lend out money again. I did it when they were in need. Now I'm in need but I guess thats to ...

• by Karen Brad August 6, 2006
  After 2 days of feeling like crap, not sleeping or eating. I remember when I felt this before. It's drug withdrawl. I stopped taking the pain meds 3 days ago. I did only use them as it said to but I was warned. It was very strong stuff. With my history I realy need to be carefull. I go back in the h...

• Will I teach?

  by Karen Brad August 4, 2006
  I was talking with Mike the head of HR at work yesterday. He wants me to come back to work as soon as I can after the next operation to instruct. We're having a large influx of new employees. To do my set-ups I have to know how to do the work at every station. If I do the instruction they won't have...